Mang Zang

Today everybody in my office is very mang zang. Actually to be exact.. its all the senior personnels...

Ah Jo is mang zang because she is on birthday leave tomorrow (happy birthday!), but boss still haven't send her the things she need for tomorrow deadline.

WK is mang zang because he got called into a meeting last minute and got stuck there the whole day without lunch. And he raise his voice at me (not really loud lah.. but the impatient tone) this morning when i asked him if he got Ah Jo's card, since he sms me yest. But he say no, since i nvr reply him... and i told him tats because i was still in the office talking to my client... cos i was called into a not-so-useful meeting yesterday afternoon and my other clients are finding me like mad....

I'm mang zang because i have a very stress project upcoming... and suddenly there is so many feedbacks from my current project... and to top it up i have to discuss things with WK since i'm not so familar with the system... and he came out with alot of funny scenario and is very very negative... i don't blame him for thinking too much.. but sometimes we just have to give and take... and there is no point in shooting down each and everything and saying cannot do... unless a constructive solution is given.. else wats the point....

I have to handle the whole project myself.. from project co-ordination to development and i believe implementation and training.... god... i need more time... how to finish so much work in one month... i dread june.. can it don't come.... i just hope i won't breakdown and cry in the office during one of the nights where i'm OT-ing like i did the previous time i was asked to handle the project co-ordination of another huge project.. and in an area i'm not familar with....

guess i have to bring my laptop home and work on and off over the weekends... in the end i might not do anything.. but at least if i really really have the free time i might work something out....

God bless me....