Sianz

I have a lot of things to do... for work, for friends, for sis... of course work is the most important.. most pressing deadline. But i just don't have to mood to do it. I just switch on my laptop, wanting to do something for work, but i realise that my client haven't fax me the information. As a result, i'm stuck... with a lot of work but i can't do cos no info... actually i can switch to do another project, but again i din't have the specs... my boss says he will email me, but i haven't receive it yet.. and i forgot to ask him about it... result? i can't do my work again... so now i'm getting very very sianz... everything deadline by end of the month.. which is in 4 days time... but i have nothing to work on...

and i'm also very sianz to work on a sunday... i'm suppose to enjoy this long weekend but i'm not... cos i have so many things to 凡. I told myself maybe i shld just take a break since its fated that i don't get all the information (so later i can blame them when i can't complete on time), but i can't... i can't enjoy myself when i have this nagging feeling that i'm going to "die" in a week time... sighz... i'm just so sianz.. maybe something i shld learn from my brother.. be a bit boh chap.. be a bit irresponsible... but i can't... i dunno why... maybe my mom and dad have taught me too well... hahaaa.. shld i be happy or sad about this...