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so what is so great about hugging a soft-toy home?? Take a closer look...
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Not obvious? Let me lay him with my bolster...
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See his size? His about as long as my bolster.. and his head is bigger then mine... so imagine a crazy woman lugging this big soft-toy and taking a bus back home... Initially HE and HIS mum also don't believe I will lug boy boy home like tat.... but i also dunno what got into me to pull such a crazy stunt...
maybe because I'm stress... maybe because i'm feeling fustrated.. maybe because i'm PMS-ing... maybe because i'm going to tender today... maybe bacause of 1001 reasons... i dunno.. i was just having a very i-don't-know-how-to-describe feeling last night... a mixture of restlessness, fustration, etc....
so off i go home with boy boy in my hand... maybe also to fulfill my fantasy... i did dream of bringing boy boy out one day... with me holding one of his hands and HIM holding the other side.. but then i think his head will be too heavy.. so out came the idea of putting him into a baby pram and bringing him out for a walk... but then again i think his head will be too big to fit into a baby pram... so now the best i did was the hug him out... and bring him home... i must be crazy....
and yesterday while in the bus i place him at the sit beside me... dunno why his natural pose was looking out of the window... feel like taking a pic of him like tat... so cute.. like he is really looking out at the world... but then i'm not tat crazy enough to really take a pic....
btw did i mention boy boy belongs to HIM... its like HIS son... i always like boy boy.. because of the smile on his face... hard to describe feeling when you see it... (maybe that is one of the reason why i took him home yesterday) but the ironic thing is boy boy was given to HIM by HIS ex-gf... (opps... hope he won't come hammer me for revealing too much)... BL says i will torture boy boy if I'm given the chance... but actually i won't.. cos i like him too much... and anyway he is innocent... so why do i have to buwee him....
anyway yesterday night something happen... which make me very upset... i talk to boy boy for a while.. cos HE was busy sleeping away.. no lah not scolding HIM or wat... i understand HE was very tired with only 2 hours sleep the day before.. so i also don't want to go disturb him for something small.... so i resolve to talking to boy boy and then cry myself to sleep....
so now i'm feeling extremely tired and no mood.. how i wish i can just stop doing all my things the moment i throw my resignation letter.. but i can't.... sianz dao~~~
1 comment:
Dun cry... if u need someone to talk ur sis is always here for u
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