Just came back from BKK yesterday and I'm aching all over my body... From not enuff sleep, too much shopping and i guess the bowling we played on the last day.. the room was fantastic.. if only we have something like this in SG and of similar price... then I think I will frequent there quite often.. hahaaa...
When i'm there, I miss my family and friends.
When i'm there, I miss my bed.
When i'm there, I miss my PC.
When i'm there, I miss my TV.
When i'm there, I miss my time resting at home (thinking wat the hell am i doing in BKK when i can just sleep and watch tv).
When i'm there, I miss the forum.
When i'm there, I worried about my work (particularly when i receive calls from my un-duanting customers).
shall blog my trip details later... now i have tonnes of work to clear... :(
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Thursday, May 19, 2005
媽... 我愛你
我的文筆沒有怪獸的好. 對於母親的感激, 我一直都有, 經過了獸媽的事件, 我更加珍惜我的母親. 可是我還是犯了全天下孩子都會犯的錯, 那就是嫌她凡, 心情不好時, 偶爾還會把氣出在她身上. 好可憐的媽. 完完全全做了我的垃圾車.
不過我還滿幸運的. 我和我媽的感情還算好. 我記得曾經有個表姐說很羨慕我媽能和我們像朋友一樣. 老實說, 我真的很佩服我媽. 把我們教的還算可以. 不是什麼偉人, 可是也不是什麼壞人. 對於一個職業婦女, 這真的很不簡單了. 所以媽, 謝謝你. 我愛你. 我知道你看不到, 可是我還是想在這裡說, 因為我是俗辣. 我不敢在你面前告訴你.
獸媽, 你要趕快醒來... 看看妳兒子驕傲的成績... 聽聽他為妳寫的歌...
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作者: balaja (龍之家族_李小龍) 看板: MayDay
標題: 記得從前
時間: Wed May 18 05:57:24 2005
我喜歡跟朋友喝酒聊天
在高三到大學的時候都偷偷地喝,跟朋友喝...
喝完回家都怕被我媽抓到
所以喝酒後回家前的一個小時都要先吃口香糖
以免被聞到味道就ㄘㄨㄚ\ 賽啦(不好意思,注音文)
記得有一年過年
我媽說我年紀夠了可以喝酒
那年除夕
我喝了許多
喝到後來跟著唱片裡的santana抱著吉他抓歌
環顧四週
看到周圍所有人都被我搞定了
我發現...也許我酒量蠻屌的...
那是我第一次喝酒,在家人無意的鼓勵下...
後來
我去pub駐唱,跟那群你們都知道的損友一起
那時喝更多了
最常跟老闆邊喝邊聽LP唱片(就真的是LP,不是什麼love&peace)
有次被我媽發現
她
真的氣死了...
那時我們團員彼此都不敢跟對方的父母見面或是聊天
你應該知道的
交代不了阿
有一天,不一樣了(憲哥會說:ㄟ/,這就厲害摟~~~)
在我媽生日的那一天
我在家裡弄了個party
大家都來跟我媽慶生了
那天
我發現原來我酒量好完全是因為
遺傳的
從此
我只要有空我都找我媽喝酒
(她跟我一樣,喜歡喝酒聊天,喝了酒聊不停的...)
重點不在於誰的酒量好
主要是因為我喜歡跟我媽喝酒聊天...像朋友那樣
而那幾位會喝酒的不會喝酒的損友也跟我媽變成好朋友了
我們後來有機會就閒聊...
石頭這個遜腳每次都要很努力地用台語跟我媽聊天
換來的都是我們的訕笑聲
那個時候經常很開心
也學到很多台語正統的或有趣的用法
記得跟我媽去唱KTV的時候還被笑台語發音很糟
我也不願意阿
搞得我普通話也說不好,台語也遜遜的
那陣子五月天的台語歌還寫出來了不少...
我想我媽應該蠻喜歡的吧
她每次演唱會都帶蠻多人去看
她後來去唱歌的時候也都要唱志明與春嬌
搞不好是因為裡面有她跟我們聊天裡面說到的歌詞
喂,媽,那這樣心機就太重了喔...
不過現在
寫在母親節過後十幾天的現在
我要跟我媽說
你已經兩年沒教我們怎麼寫台語歌啦
起來聊聊天也好啊
趕快啦
你看現在一堆人在幹我們不寫台語歌啦
啊就寫不出來阿...
不過我還滿幸運的. 我和我媽的感情還算好. 我記得曾經有個表姐說很羨慕我媽能和我們像朋友一樣. 老實說, 我真的很佩服我媽. 把我們教的還算可以. 不是什麼偉人, 可是也不是什麼壞人. 對於一個職業婦女, 這真的很不簡單了. 所以媽, 謝謝你. 我愛你. 我知道你看不到, 可是我還是想在這裡說, 因為我是俗辣. 我不敢在你面前告訴你.
獸媽, 你要趕快醒來... 看看妳兒子驕傲的成績... 聽聽他為妳寫的歌...
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作者: balaja (龍之家族_李小龍) 看板: MayDay
標題: 記得從前
時間: Wed May 18 05:57:24 2005
我喜歡跟朋友喝酒聊天
在高三到大學的時候都偷偷地喝,跟朋友喝...
喝完回家都怕被我媽抓到
所以喝酒後回家前的一個小時都要先吃口香糖
以免被聞到味道就ㄘㄨㄚ\ 賽啦(不好意思,注音文)
記得有一年過年
我媽說我年紀夠了可以喝酒
那年除夕
我喝了許多
喝到後來跟著唱片裡的santana抱著吉他抓歌
環顧四週
看到周圍所有人都被我搞定了
我發現...也許我酒量蠻屌的...
那是我第一次喝酒,在家人無意的鼓勵下...
後來
我去pub駐唱,跟那群你們都知道的損友一起
那時喝更多了
最常跟老闆邊喝邊聽LP唱片(就真的是LP,不是什麼love&peace)
有次被我媽發現
她
真的氣死了...
那時我們團員彼此都不敢跟對方的父母見面或是聊天
你應該知道的
交代不了阿
有一天,不一樣了(憲哥會說:ㄟ/,這就厲害摟~~~)
在我媽生日的那一天
我在家裡弄了個party
大家都來跟我媽慶生了
那天
我發現原來我酒量好完全是因為
遺傳的
從此
我只要有空我都找我媽喝酒
(她跟我一樣,喜歡喝酒聊天,喝了酒聊不停的...)
重點不在於誰的酒量好
主要是因為我喜歡跟我媽喝酒聊天...像朋友那樣
而那幾位會喝酒的不會喝酒的損友也跟我媽變成好朋友了
我們後來有機會就閒聊...
石頭這個遜腳每次都要很努力地用台語跟我媽聊天
換來的都是我們的訕笑聲
那個時候經常很開心
也學到很多台語正統的或有趣的用法
記得跟我媽去唱KTV的時候還被笑台語發音很糟
我也不願意阿
搞得我普通話也說不好,台語也遜遜的
那陣子五月天的台語歌還寫出來了不少...
我想我媽應該蠻喜歡的吧
她每次演唱會都帶蠻多人去看
她後來去唱歌的時候也都要唱志明與春嬌
搞不好是因為裡面有她跟我們聊天裡面說到的歌詞
喂,媽,那這樣心機就太重了喔...
不過現在
寫在母親節過後十幾天的現在
我要跟我媽說
你已經兩年沒教我們怎麼寫台語歌啦
起來聊聊天也好啊
趕快啦
你看現在一堆人在幹我們不寫台語歌啦
啊就寫不出來阿...
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
求人不如求己
Sometime I really like to thanks those pple who are not helpful. Yes, don't question your eyes or brains. I'm talking about NOT helpful. And serious... i'm speaking it from the bottom of my heart... cos they force me to learn things. force me to be independent.... so thanks alot guys! thanks!
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
我已見過最美的一幕，只是在此刻都要結束。
今天為了買 ‵雪，狼，湖‵ 的票, 我回到了那個咖啡店. 那個我們叫了兩瓶啤酒, 就被那個Ah Pek一直瞪的咖啡店。 當然也經過了那個給了我許多美好回憶的地方。 我差點哭了出來。哭是因為記憶的美好，也因為我清楚知道這樣的回憶不會再有第二個。
其實，每次和ＧＦ回家都會經過那裡。只是坐車和走路會有不同。坐車速度是由司機掌控。走路我就能自己喜歡走快就走快，放慢就放慢。我想我是有點自虐的。明知到我會有情緒的起伏，我還是選者了放慢腳步。從我走過的地方，我可以清楚的看到回憶發生的地點。我甚至還有點衝動想走去那讓回憶更清晰。但是我沒有。因為我不知道我受不受的了。所以我選擇了最懦弱的方法，逃跑。
其實是我太貪心了。有過一次美好的回憶，我應該滿足。不應該在奢求什麼。只是道是理懂，要執行起來還真難。
其實，每次和ＧＦ回家都會經過那裡。只是坐車和走路會有不同。坐車速度是由司機掌控。走路我就能自己喜歡走快就走快，放慢就放慢。我想我是有點自虐的。明知到我會有情緒的起伏，我還是選者了放慢腳步。從我走過的地方，我可以清楚的看到回憶發生的地點。我甚至還有點衝動想走去那讓回憶更清晰。但是我沒有。因為我不知道我受不受的了。所以我選擇了最懦弱的方法，逃跑。
其實是我太貪心了。有過一次美好的回憶，我應該滿足。不應該在奢求什麼。只是道是理懂，要執行起來還真難。
Sunday, May 15, 2005
Review - Paris Lover
Just finish watching the korean drama "Paris Lover" today. Its a typical Korean Cinderalla Story. Why add the word korean? This is because i find that typical korean drama will be that the male lead will always have a girlfriend or someone who likes him and will go out of her to do nasty things on the female lead. Besides, there will be this other person who likes the female lead. He will be very good to her and doing things which all woman will exclaim "Why don't choose him?". Both are present in this show.
The show itself is quite interesting to watch if you are someone who like Cinderalla Story. The story builds up quite well, but the ending is erm.. not as good. Which I find is a common problem in korean dramas. They always don't have a very good ending. Okie shan't comment any more abt the ending.. cos Jo haven't watch it yet.. she will kill me if i leak out too much. =P
Anything I learn from the show? Yes. that is this kind of Cineralla love stories only happen in scripts. Yes there is meaning behind this sentence... watch the show to find out. ;P
The show itself is quite interesting to watch if you are someone who like Cinderalla Story. The story builds up quite well, but the ending is erm.. not as good. Which I find is a common problem in korean dramas. They always don't have a very good ending. Okie shan't comment any more abt the ending.. cos Jo haven't watch it yet.. she will kill me if i leak out too much. =P
Anything I learn from the show? Yes. that is this kind of Cineralla love stories only happen in scripts. Yes there is meaning behind this sentence... watch the show to find out. ;P
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Who am I?
No.. i'm not talking about the Jackie Chan show.. nor am i'm talking about mayday song... but truely "Who am I?"
I remember a few years back my current boss (than he was my colleague) make the statement about my friend and I, saying that who are we to know him when he doesn't even understand himself. I used to believe that his theory is correct. Since I'm the only one who is with myself 24 hours a day since the day i was born. Not even my family members are with me 24 hours a day. So who is others to come tell me who i am.
But as the years pass, i start to question. Is this true? Do I know myself much better then my family members and friends? Do I really do? Actually, I don't think so. My family members and friends probably have a better idea who I am then myself. Why? Because I only see matters in one perspective, tat is my perspective. But different family members and friends will be able to see things in their perspective, hence giving myself another "identity".
I remember a few years back I read a book from 吳淡如. She talks about facial violence (表情暴力). Wat is tat? Here is the rough story I remember. There was this day in an office a game is being played to help colleagues understand each other. So what the staff need to do is to draw up a picture of what they they think they are in the eyes of their colleagues. So there is this lady she draw a very nice and sweet cake, cos she think she is a very nice person. When her colleagues approach her for help she will never reject them, so she think she is a nice and sweet person. However, when everyone saw her pic, they were all very disapproving. They did not think that she is such a person. Why? Because she suffer from facial violence. Yes, no doubt when pple approach her, she will help. However, she did not accept the job with a happy face. In the exact opposite, she sometimes sulk and show a "black face" to others unknowingly. This is call facial violence, cause you are causing harm to others through your facial expressions. (Of course the logic is not to not show ur unhappiness, but rather if you are unwilling then do not do it.. do not force yourself to do things for others. however, if you do accept, accept it with a happy mood.)
This is a classic example of others knowing better then you. To this lady, she may think that she is an easy going person, but is she really? So she knows herself better then her colleagues? In certain aspect, yes. But in others no. We know ourself, but not in every aspects. Sometimes its better to listen to others.
So Who Am I?
I remember a few years back my current boss (than he was my colleague) make the statement about my friend and I, saying that who are we to know him when he doesn't even understand himself. I used to believe that his theory is correct. Since I'm the only one who is with myself 24 hours a day since the day i was born. Not even my family members are with me 24 hours a day. So who is others to come tell me who i am.
But as the years pass, i start to question. Is this true? Do I know myself much better then my family members and friends? Do I really do? Actually, I don't think so. My family members and friends probably have a better idea who I am then myself. Why? Because I only see matters in one perspective, tat is my perspective. But different family members and friends will be able to see things in their perspective, hence giving myself another "identity".
I remember a few years back I read a book from 吳淡如. She talks about facial violence (表情暴力). Wat is tat? Here is the rough story I remember. There was this day in an office a game is being played to help colleagues understand each other. So what the staff need to do is to draw up a picture of what they they think they are in the eyes of their colleagues. So there is this lady she draw a very nice and sweet cake, cos she think she is a very nice person. When her colleagues approach her for help she will never reject them, so she think she is a nice and sweet person. However, when everyone saw her pic, they were all very disapproving. They did not think that she is such a person. Why? Because she suffer from facial violence. Yes, no doubt when pple approach her, she will help. However, she did not accept the job with a happy face. In the exact opposite, she sometimes sulk and show a "black face" to others unknowingly. This is call facial violence, cause you are causing harm to others through your facial expressions. (Of course the logic is not to not show ur unhappiness, but rather if you are unwilling then do not do it.. do not force yourself to do things for others. however, if you do accept, accept it with a happy mood.)
This is a classic example of others knowing better then you. To this lady, she may think that she is an easy going person, but is she really? So she knows herself better then her colleagues? In certain aspect, yes. But in others no. We know ourself, but not in every aspects. Sometimes its better to listen to others.
So Who Am I?
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Unfair??
Was "toking" to a friend today and she associated me with someone i don't like.. saying we are identical... we have common interest, etc. Of course my this friend doesn't noe that i don't like this particular person when she first associate me with her. I wasn't really happy, i told my friend I'm very unlike her. She does things which i will call it a bit brainless. My friend rebutted saying i did similar things so what is there to be brainless about. My guess is, my friend may think i'm thinking this way cos i'm influence by others.
In any case, this start me wondering was I unfair to tat person by saying she is a bit brainless regarding certain things? Have I been rationalising crazy things which i did but put off similar things which others did? Have I been really unfair? Over protective of myself? Actually this question I have discuss it before with gf a few times (Once i noe is in a taxi on our way home, the day before she was thinking of a similar question). I can't remember what is our exact conclusion or did we even arrive at a conclusion?
Aiyah i dunno lah... my conclusion is i still don't like the person.. and i still think i'm different from her but i guess nobody will believe me...
In any case, this start me wondering was I unfair to tat person by saying she is a bit brainless regarding certain things? Have I been rationalising crazy things which i did but put off similar things which others did? Have I been really unfair? Over protective of myself? Actually this question I have discuss it before with gf a few times (Once i noe is in a taxi on our way home, the day before she was thinking of a similar question). I can't remember what is our exact conclusion or did we even arrive at a conclusion?
Aiyah i dunno lah... my conclusion is i still don't like the person.. and i still think i'm different from her but i guess nobody will believe me...
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Analysis on Me
Source: http://www.tomor.com/star/itssh5/charactor_query.asp
This is super accurate.. at least i think it is... i have 30% saggi and 30% cancer.. no wonder i behave in such a way...
您的個性中有30%射手座的熱烈隨興 ，30%巨蟹座的多情體貼 ，10%天蠍座的多情頑強 ，20%摩羯座的務實上進 ，10%處女座的務實完美.
十二星座：
射手座 (30%)：
射手座的守護星是木星。射手座的你，儀表爽朗，舉止活潑，看起來永遠像是個長不大的孩子，永遠有著高遠的理想和純潔的性格。你的心中充滿改變人世間的不公的念頭，總是對現在的環境不滿意，常常想掙脫束縛，漂泊到遠方流浪。你生性樂觀，具有衝破現實桎梏的動力和熱情，非常經得起挫折失敗的打擊，因此總能夠得到成功。對於愛情起伏很大，有時候熱情如火，有時候又漠不關心。當你往前馳騁的馬蹄啟動的時候，也許應該回頭看看你的伴侶，是不是已經準備好與你一起奔馳了？
巨蟹座 (30%):
巨蟹座的守護星是月亮。是一個充滿母愛與陰柔氣質的星座，只要有了溫和內向的你，什麼場合都會變得氣氛和諧。懂得照顧、關心別人，對朋友忠心耿耿，朋友在你的慰藉下都可以重新站起來，你雖然不是很亮眼的人物，卻會是大家不可或缺的良師益友。你非常的敏感，直覺很強，常常因為人們無心的一句話或一個動作而傷害了你，使你感到心痛、退縮而自憐自艾。巨蟹座的記憶力通常都高人一等，對於過去的一切總是眷戀不捨又難以忘記，對於友情與身旁週遭美好的事物，即使已經殘破不堪，也希望能夠在不傷感情的前提下，想要維繫到最後。
天蠍座 (10%):
天蠍座的守護星是冥王星。天蠍座的你，直覺敏銳，愛恨分明。別人對你好，你記在心底；別人欺負你，不管多久你都不會忘記。你不會刻意地想要傷害他人，但是如果是你被傷害，一定會設法還擊。你的外表非常安靜而彬彬有禮，眼光深沉又能獨立思考，但心裡卻有非常強大澎湃的能量，支撐你過人的意志力，克服障礙，達成你的目標。你有種令人難以抗拒的神秘魅力，能影響、吸引、撫慰你的朋友，贏得他們的依賴。對愛情非常熱情，付出感情後就不畏艱難，奮戰不懈，絕不退縮。但是怎樣克服感情世界，天蠍座天性裡的忌妒、佔有、自私等種種衝動，也是你必須認真面對的問題。
摩羯座 (20%) :
摩羯座的守護星是土星。摩羯座的你，具有很強的耐力，以及不屈不撓的奮鬥精神。你的外表可能很保守樸素，對待朋友可能很嚴肅認真，有時候會讓人覺得有點無趣。其實你心思周密，機警聰明，往往能夠準確捉住時機，適時投注你的努力，進而獲得成就。你對於環境有著很高的忍耐力，並深具責任感，為了使計劃能夠不折不扣地實現，可以熬過漫長艱辛的準備時期，絕不鬆懈。在你的內心深處，對於人世間的事情，即使是愛情，總是抱持著一種難以解開的深沉悲觀，但並不因此而退縮，這種傾向反而能使你的行事更清晰謹慎、沉穩練達，不會盲動躁進，而得到週遭朋友長官的信任。
處女座 (10%) :
處女座的守護星跟雙子做一樣，都是水星。處女座的人，要求正義、純潔與單純，並且追求一個完美境界，永遠不會氣餒。無論是生活還是精神層面，處女座的你，一定會在心裡，為自己開闢一個單純、潔淨的小天地。你對事情的觀察判斷非常精準，只要經過你謹慎又敏銳的評估，往往一言中的。你對於知識具有高度的敏銳，想法多變而富有創意，而做法卻相當實際，腳踏實地，可以得到很大的成就。你的外表看起來可能太一絲不苟、太過保守，做事太在意細節、見小不見大而態度消極；其實了解你的朋友，日子一久就會發現：你的內在卻是聰明靈活、堅定又謙虛的。
Others:
射手座直觀變通，只要我高興，有什麼不可以。
巨蟹座跟著感覺走，敏感小心，避免傷感情。
(No wonder i'm in constant war with myself... hmm..)
This is super accurate.. at least i think it is... i have 30% saggi and 30% cancer.. no wonder i behave in such a way...
您的個性中有30%射手座的熱烈隨興 ，30%巨蟹座的多情體貼 ，10%天蠍座的多情頑強 ，20%摩羯座的務實上進 ，10%處女座的務實完美.
十二星座：
射手座 (30%)：
射手座的守護星是木星。射手座的你，儀表爽朗，舉止活潑，看起來永遠像是個長不大的孩子，永遠有著高遠的理想和純潔的性格。你的心中充滿改變人世間的不公的念頭，總是對現在的環境不滿意，常常想掙脫束縛，漂泊到遠方流浪。你生性樂觀，具有衝破現實桎梏的動力和熱情，非常經得起挫折失敗的打擊，因此總能夠得到成功。對於愛情起伏很大，有時候熱情如火，有時候又漠不關心。當你往前馳騁的馬蹄啟動的時候，也許應該回頭看看你的伴侶，是不是已經準備好與你一起奔馳了？
巨蟹座 (30%):
巨蟹座的守護星是月亮。是一個充滿母愛與陰柔氣質的星座，只要有了溫和內向的你，什麼場合都會變得氣氛和諧。懂得照顧、關心別人，對朋友忠心耿耿，朋友在你的慰藉下都可以重新站起來，你雖然不是很亮眼的人物，卻會是大家不可或缺的良師益友。你非常的敏感，直覺很強，常常因為人們無心的一句話或一個動作而傷害了你，使你感到心痛、退縮而自憐自艾。巨蟹座的記憶力通常都高人一等，對於過去的一切總是眷戀不捨又難以忘記，對於友情與身旁週遭美好的事物，即使已經殘破不堪，也希望能夠在不傷感情的前提下，想要維繫到最後。
天蠍座 (10%):
天蠍座的守護星是冥王星。天蠍座的你，直覺敏銳，愛恨分明。別人對你好，你記在心底；別人欺負你，不管多久你都不會忘記。你不會刻意地想要傷害他人，但是如果是你被傷害，一定會設法還擊。你的外表非常安靜而彬彬有禮，眼光深沉又能獨立思考，但心裡卻有非常強大澎湃的能量，支撐你過人的意志力，克服障礙，達成你的目標。你有種令人難以抗拒的神秘魅力，能影響、吸引、撫慰你的朋友，贏得他們的依賴。對愛情非常熱情，付出感情後就不畏艱難，奮戰不懈，絕不退縮。但是怎樣克服感情世界，天蠍座天性裡的忌妒、佔有、自私等種種衝動，也是你必須認真面對的問題。
摩羯座 (20%) :
摩羯座的守護星是土星。摩羯座的你，具有很強的耐力，以及不屈不撓的奮鬥精神。你的外表可能很保守樸素，對待朋友可能很嚴肅認真，有時候會讓人覺得有點無趣。其實你心思周密，機警聰明，往往能夠準確捉住時機，適時投注你的努力，進而獲得成就。你對於環境有著很高的忍耐力，並深具責任感，為了使計劃能夠不折不扣地實現，可以熬過漫長艱辛的準備時期，絕不鬆懈。在你的內心深處，對於人世間的事情，即使是愛情，總是抱持著一種難以解開的深沉悲觀，但並不因此而退縮，這種傾向反而能使你的行事更清晰謹慎、沉穩練達，不會盲動躁進，而得到週遭朋友長官的信任。
處女座 (10%) :
處女座的守護星跟雙子做一樣，都是水星。處女座的人，要求正義、純潔與單純，並且追求一個完美境界，永遠不會氣餒。無論是生活還是精神層面，處女座的你，一定會在心裡，為自己開闢一個單純、潔淨的小天地。你對事情的觀察判斷非常精準，只要經過你謹慎又敏銳的評估，往往一言中的。你對於知識具有高度的敏銳，想法多變而富有創意，而做法卻相當實際，腳踏實地，可以得到很大的成就。你的外表看起來可能太一絲不苟、太過保守，做事太在意細節、見小不見大而態度消極；其實了解你的朋友，日子一久就會發現：你的內在卻是聰明靈活、堅定又謙虛的。
Others:
射手座直觀變通，只要我高興，有什麼不可以。
巨蟹座跟著感覺走，敏感小心，避免傷感情。
(No wonder i'm in constant war with myself... hmm..)
Sunday, May 08, 2005
karma
kar'ma (noun):
Hinduism & Buddhism. The total effect of a person's actions and conduct during the successive phases of the person's existence, regarded as determining the person's destiny. (Source: dictionary.com )
First of all I'm a buddist. This explains why I love this word so much, but i think if you take away the religion behind it, it applies to eveybody on earth.
I came across this word very long ago and I'm sure most of you would have heard about this word. But I'm posting this word up now is because a few of my friends are feeling angry and unjust by some of the ir-responsible things that someone said. Thats why i always believe in Karma. Pple can say all that they want in the end they will eat the own fruits of their labour. I remember something Momoko Tao always say "死後有審判". If we have a clear conscience we have nothing to be afraid, those who choose to be irresponsible will get their punishment if the near future, if not in their after live or even in their next live. And this pple are not worthy for us to get angry at, only the ones that we treasure should deserve our feelings (whether positive or negative).
Hinduism & Buddhism. The total effect of a person's actions and conduct during the successive phases of the person's existence, regarded as determining the person's destiny. (Source: dictionary.com )
First of all I'm a buddist. This explains why I love this word so much, but i think if you take away the religion behind it, it applies to eveybody on earth.
I came across this word very long ago and I'm sure most of you would have heard about this word. But I'm posting this word up now is because a few of my friends are feeling angry and unjust by some of the ir-responsible things that someone said. Thats why i always believe in Karma. Pple can say all that they want in the end they will eat the own fruits of their labour. I remember something Momoko Tao always say "死後有審判". If we have a clear conscience we have nothing to be afraid, those who choose to be irresponsible will get their punishment if the near future, if not in their after live or even in their next live. And this pple are not worthy for us to get angry at, only the ones that we treasure should deserve our feelings (whether positive or negative).
Friday, May 06, 2005
永別了
我以為我的情緒平復了, 原來我沒有. 我光聽新聞就想落淚. 這回真的是永別了. (又或許來日我們會在另一個世界見面?)
你那燦爛和慈祥的笑容, 我們不會忘記.
你為我們做過的一切, 我們更加會記得.
請你在另一個世界, 保佑我們.
保佑這群在你帶領下, 開心成長的孩子.
謝謝你. 永別了.
你那燦爛和慈祥的笑容, 我們不會忘記.
你為我們做過的一切, 我們更加會記得.
請你在另一個世界, 保佑我們.
保佑這群在你帶領下, 開心成長的孩子.
謝謝你. 永別了.
Monday, May 02, 2005
Bye Bye Dr Wee Kim Wee
I was still watching VCD when i pause it wanting to watch something else. Then i saw the news scroll pass on the screen. My first reaction was shock beyond words. I teared.
I dunno wat to say. But I just want to express my sadness for his departure. I'm sure we all know of his contribution to Singapore and more importantly for normal Singaporeans like us. For me, personally, when you tok about Singpore president, he will be the first to come to my mind. I always remember his smile. He is has a very fatherly look. I always like him as a president.
Bye Bye Dr Wee Kim Wee... Bye....
I dunno wat to say. But I just want to express my sadness for his departure. I'm sure we all know of his contribution to Singapore and more importantly for normal Singaporeans like us. For me, personally, when you tok about Singpore president, he will be the first to come to my mind. I always remember his smile. He is has a very fatherly look. I always like him as a president.
Bye Bye Dr Wee Kim Wee... Bye....
Sunday, May 01, 2005
Common Name
Incident 1:
(Happen multiple times across few years)
The other party: Can I speak to Jacqueline.
Me: Speaking
The other party: erm, u are jacqueline?
Me: Yes?
The other party: I'm XXX calling from YYY.
Me: sorry?
The other party: Is this 9XXXXXXX
Me: I think u got the wrong number.
The other party: Opps, i'm sorry. But u are also call Jacqueline.
Me: Yes.
The other party: Sorry.
Me: duhz
Incident 2:
(This is one of the ultimate that i remember until now)
Guy: Can I speak to Jacqueline.
Me: Speaking.
Guy: Eh, me leh.
Me: Huh? Sorry who are you?
Guy: Me lah.
Me: Ermm.. sorry but i dunno who are you.
Guy: Joel lah.
Me: Joel from?
Guy: Joel lah... i just spoke to you yesterday wat.
Me: Sorry? Are you from XXX company?
Guy: No lah wat XXX company?
Me: Sorry, wat number did you call?
Guy: 9XXXXXXXX (which sounds like my phone number and i din't pay any attention to it)
Me: Yes, but sorry i don't noe u.
Guy: Neh.. i just spoke to you yesterday, remember?
Me: Ermm.. sorry i only noe one Joel. and he is from XXX company.
Guy: Don't bluff lah... you are not jacqueline izzit. she ask you to come and bluff me izzit.
Me: huh? sorry wat number did you call again?
Guy: 9XXXXXXX (this time i pay full attention and listen carefully)
Me: I think u got the wrong number.
Guy: Don't bluff me lah.. jacqueline ask you to come and bluff me right?
Me: Hello, I bluff you for wat. you think i so boh liao ah. You don't believe you call again lah.
Guy: You are really not the jacqueline? you don't sound like her also (please lah if i don't sound like her then u tok so long for wat??)
Me: i told you i'm not the person you are looking for. the number u dial is also not my number.
Guy: Serious ah. And you are also call Jacqueline?
Me: Yes. But i'm not the Jacqueline you are looking for.
Incident 3:
(This incident just happen a few days ago and prompted me to blog this..)
Boss: Jac, you have an appointment at 9:30am izzit?
Me: Huh? Appointment at 9:30am?
Boss: Yeah, there is a guy here saying he have an appointment with you at 9:30am.
Me: I don't remember fixing any appointment leh. Any idea from where?
Boss: Dunno. He just say he have a meeting with you.
Me: Huh?
Boss: He say meeting with you leh, a POS meeting. And he is dress in only t-shirt and jeans.
Me: huh, i got no appointment at 9:30am
Boss: You reaching office izzit?
Me: Yeah, but i got no appointment at 9:30am.
Boss: you come in and see bah.
~ Reach office and really saw a guy sitting in a corner, clad in only t-shirt and jeans.
Me: hi, you have an appointment?
Guy: Yes.
Me: Sorry, any idea who you meeting.
Guy: Are you from City Harvest Church
Me: sorry no.
Guy: Erm... I have any appointment at 9:30am. Any idea about Jacqueline, Serene, etc
Me: I'm jacqueline.
Guy: you are not the one.
Me: Did you get the correct address?
Guy: this is XXX South Bridge Road right?
Me: Yes
Guy: yeah, my friend send me this address (he even show me the sms)
Me: erm, but you don't have any idea who you are meeting?
Guy: ermm....
Me: maybe you want to call your friend?
Guy: yeah...
~I walk off to my table to put down my things and on my PC. Then this moment the sales came in and i saw them toking. Following, the sales came over to my desk and tell me the guy is looking for him de. me really duhz...
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So my name is really a very very common name. But still i like my name very much... its common but not as common as other english name from my generation. so i really have to thank my aunt who came up with the name.. :)
(Happen multiple times across few years)
The other party: Can I speak to Jacqueline.
Me: Speaking
The other party: erm, u are jacqueline?
Me: Yes?
The other party: I'm XXX calling from YYY.
Me: sorry?
The other party: Is this 9XXXXXXX
Me: I think u got the wrong number.
The other party: Opps, i'm sorry. But u are also call Jacqueline.
Me: Yes.
The other party: Sorry.
Me: duhz
Incident 2:
(This is one of the ultimate that i remember until now)
Guy: Can I speak to Jacqueline.
Me: Speaking.
Guy: Eh, me leh.
Me: Huh? Sorry who are you?
Guy: Me lah.
Me: Ermm.. sorry but i dunno who are you.
Guy: Joel lah.
Me: Joel from?
Guy: Joel lah... i just spoke to you yesterday wat.
Me: Sorry? Are you from XXX company?
Guy: No lah wat XXX company?
Me: Sorry, wat number did you call?
Guy: 9XXXXXXXX (which sounds like my phone number and i din't pay any attention to it)
Me: Yes, but sorry i don't noe u.
Guy: Neh.. i just spoke to you yesterday, remember?
Me: Ermm.. sorry i only noe one Joel. and he is from XXX company.
Guy: Don't bluff lah... you are not jacqueline izzit. she ask you to come and bluff me izzit.
Me: huh? sorry wat number did you call again?
Guy: 9XXXXXXX (this time i pay full attention and listen carefully)
Me: I think u got the wrong number.
Guy: Don't bluff me lah.. jacqueline ask you to come and bluff me right?
Me: Hello, I bluff you for wat. you think i so boh liao ah. You don't believe you call again lah.
Guy: You are really not the jacqueline? you don't sound like her also (please lah if i don't sound like her then u tok so long for wat??)
Me: i told you i'm not the person you are looking for. the number u dial is also not my number.
Guy: Serious ah. And you are also call Jacqueline?
Me: Yes. But i'm not the Jacqueline you are looking for.
Incident 3:
(This incident just happen a few days ago and prompted me to blog this..)
Boss: Jac, you have an appointment at 9:30am izzit?
Me: Huh? Appointment at 9:30am?
Boss: Yeah, there is a guy here saying he have an appointment with you at 9:30am.
Me: I don't remember fixing any appointment leh. Any idea from where?
Boss: Dunno. He just say he have a meeting with you.
Me: Huh?
Boss: He say meeting with you leh, a POS meeting. And he is dress in only t-shirt and jeans.
Me: huh, i got no appointment at 9:30am
Boss: You reaching office izzit?
Me: Yeah, but i got no appointment at 9:30am.
Boss: you come in and see bah.
~ Reach office and really saw a guy sitting in a corner, clad in only t-shirt and jeans.
Me: hi, you have an appointment?
Guy: Yes.
Me: Sorry, any idea who you meeting.
Guy: Are you from City Harvest Church
Me: sorry no.
Guy: Erm... I have any appointment at 9:30am. Any idea about Jacqueline, Serene, etc
Me: I'm jacqueline.
Guy: you are not the one.
Me: Did you get the correct address?
Guy: this is XXX South Bridge Road right?
Me: Yes
Guy: yeah, my friend send me this address (he even show me the sms)
Me: erm, but you don't have any idea who you are meeting?
Guy: ermm....
Me: maybe you want to call your friend?
Guy: yeah...
~I walk off to my table to put down my things and on my PC. Then this moment the sales came in and i saw them toking. Following, the sales came over to my desk and tell me the guy is looking for him de. me really duhz...
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So my name is really a very very common name. But still i like my name very much... its common but not as common as other english name from my generation. so i really have to thank my aunt who came up with the name.. :)
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Aaron Kwok + Gallen Lo
How handsome is Aaron Kwok? Very very handsome... Handsome until there is no much difference in real person and on tv. In fact he look more handsome in real person. (Imagine maMASAn is grinning from ear to ear you will noe how handsome he is).
How friendly is Gallen Lo? Very very friendly. Friendly until maMASAn ask him to look at my pathetic phone to take picture, he really pose there very long for me.. but i so pai seh cos my phone is soooooo lousy and i'm standing a bit far to take a nice pic of him. But I'm still very touch by his gesture.
If you want me to relate them with other stars i see, i will say Aaron Kwok is like Ashin (Hahaha.. mayday again.. yeah cos apart from Mayday, i seldom go to this kind of event). They are pple who don't look at the crowd. So no matter how hard u wave at them, they will just bo chap you. Its not that they don't see you, its just they are those tat will not acknowledge you. They just concentrate on doing their job (to sing or to promote their show). I wonder is it because they can't do it. Because if they acknowledge you, it will cos uproar from other fans? i dunno.. this i wat i think so...
Gallen Lo is like Stone. He is very very friendly. Anybody tat waves to him, he will try to smile and wave back. Just like Stone. You can feel friendliness and sincerity from them. You get touch by their gestures.
Actually in conclusion i can only say they are all very handsome and xin jie is very pretty. But peifen MC is very lousy. And i really mean very lousy. She can't get the crowd moving and doesn't even interview properly. Aaron have to say things to help her cover. And during the autograph, she could have use the opportunity to speak to the director, but she just stand there and letting the director standing in a corner zuo bo.. really cannot make it... sighz...
How friendly is Gallen Lo? Very very friendly. Friendly until maMASAn ask him to look at my pathetic phone to take picture, he really pose there very long for me.. but i so pai seh cos my phone is soooooo lousy and i'm standing a bit far to take a nice pic of him. But I'm still very touch by his gesture.
If you want me to relate them with other stars i see, i will say Aaron Kwok is like Ashin (Hahaha.. mayday again.. yeah cos apart from Mayday, i seldom go to this kind of event). They are pple who don't look at the crowd. So no matter how hard u wave at them, they will just bo chap you. Its not that they don't see you, its just they are those tat will not acknowledge you. They just concentrate on doing their job (to sing or to promote their show). I wonder is it because they can't do it. Because if they acknowledge you, it will cos uproar from other fans? i dunno.. this i wat i think so...
Gallen Lo is like Stone. He is very very friendly. Anybody tat waves to him, he will try to smile and wave back. Just like Stone. You can feel friendliness and sincerity from them. You get touch by their gestures.
Actually in conclusion i can only say they are all very handsome and xin jie is very pretty. But peifen MC is very lousy. And i really mean very lousy. She can't get the crowd moving and doesn't even interview properly. Aaron have to say things to help her cover. And during the autograph, she could have use the opportunity to speak to the director, but she just stand there and letting the director standing in a corner zuo bo.. really cannot make it... sighz...
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005
MSN = Lower IQ?
I read in the papers yesterday that employees that have the habit of checking emails or instant messenger tends to have poorer efficiency (this is obvious) but also because of the disruption, the IQ of the employee will tend to drop. Hmm... so does it mean i'm getting more and more stupid because i have to constantly check my emails and reply them.. i tot its to do with age, so its actually because of email and msn?
*think think think*
*think think think*
Sunday, April 24, 2005
時光機
是不是每個人都想要有個時光機, 能帶自己回到自己想改變的過去? 我可以老實說, 我有.
為什麼會突然提起時光機? 不是因為我在聽五月天的專輯, 而是因為我剛看了"隔世追兇"這部港劇. "隔世追兇"說的是有位叫何天光 (郭晉安飾)的警察, 能夠用大哥大和在20年前 (也就是1984年) 的父親聯絡, 幫他破案. 為什麼我說大哥大, 而不說手機呢? 因為他們用的真的是名副其實的大哥大. [*ding* 每日一學. 為什麼以前的手機要叫大哥大呢? 如果我沒記錯的話, 這個名詞是由香港人發明的. 以前的手機很貴, 所以沒有什麼人能買的起. 只有那些江湖的大哥才能買的起. 所以後來人們就叫那些看起來像水壺的手機大哥大. Ok, 我知道我很無聊, 你們可能都已經知道了, 還比我清楚.. anyway, 讓我繼續我的故事]. 後來天光就用了那個大哥大, 讓他的父親改變了高珊 (陳慧珊飾) 的命運. 可是後來事情的發展, 並沒有天光所想像的. 因為命運被改變了.
看到這裡, 我就一直在想, 我一直希望自己有個時光機, 能把帶回到我想去的時光, 讓我改變我的一些選擇和決定. 可是那真的會很好嗎? 打個比方吧. 我一直很想回到我16歲的時候. 那時是要選讀Poly的course的時候. 我想回去, 選一個我真正喜歡的課程, 可是這樣我就會比較開心嗎? 我想我不會, 因為我現在很多好朋友, 美好的記憶都會一起消失了. 如果我沒選讀電腦, 我就不會認識我的好友Baoling和Jodie. 如果沒有認識Jodie, 我就不會去看五月天的演唱會而被他們感動. 也就不會認識一群和我一起玩一起鬧的好朋友. 所以我始終要感謝我當初做的選擇.
我們往往只會看到一些因為我們的選擇而發生的一些不好的事情. 可是我們卻忘了, 那些選擇也同時帶給了我們一些美好的事物. 所以, 我還是那句話 Everything happen for a reason. 有因才有果.
為什麼會突然提起時光機? 不是因為我在聽五月天的專輯, 而是因為我剛看了"隔世追兇"這部港劇. "隔世追兇"說的是有位叫何天光 (郭晉安飾)的警察, 能夠用大哥大和在20年前 (也就是1984年) 的父親聯絡, 幫他破案. 為什麼我說大哥大, 而不說手機呢? 因為他們用的真的是名副其實的大哥大. [*ding* 每日一學. 為什麼以前的手機要叫大哥大呢? 如果我沒記錯的話, 這個名詞是由香港人發明的. 以前的手機很貴, 所以沒有什麼人能買的起. 只有那些江湖的大哥才能買的起. 所以後來人們就叫那些看起來像水壺的手機大哥大. Ok, 我知道我很無聊, 你們可能都已經知道了, 還比我清楚.. anyway, 讓我繼續我的故事]. 後來天光就用了那個大哥大, 讓他的父親改變了高珊 (陳慧珊飾) 的命運. 可是後來事情的發展, 並沒有天光所想像的. 因為命運被改變了.
看到這裡, 我就一直在想, 我一直希望自己有個時光機, 能把帶回到我想去的時光, 讓我改變我的一些選擇和決定. 可是那真的會很好嗎? 打個比方吧. 我一直很想回到我16歲的時候. 那時是要選讀Poly的course的時候. 我想回去, 選一個我真正喜歡的課程, 可是這樣我就會比較開心嗎? 我想我不會, 因為我現在很多好朋友, 美好的記憶都會一起消失了. 如果我沒選讀電腦, 我就不會認識我的好友Baoling和Jodie. 如果沒有認識Jodie, 我就不會去看五月天的演唱會而被他們感動. 也就不會認識一群和我一起玩一起鬧的好朋友. 所以我始終要感謝我當初做的選擇.
我們往往只會看到一些因為我們的選擇而發生的一些不好的事情. 可是我們卻忘了, 那些選擇也同時帶給了我們一些美好的事物. 所以, 我還是那句話 Everything happen for a reason. 有因才有果.
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Everything Happen For A Reason
I'm sure those of you who have watch the movie "Signs" before, you will know the message that they try to get across is tat "Everything Happen For a Reason". Today I just find so many things happening tat I start to wonder if it is coincidental or it happen for a reason.
1. Meaning of JOY
This is really "kua zhang". I was reading a book by Jodi Picoult. It talks about Amish pple who are devouted Christian. And from young they are taught of the word JOY, which means Jesus comes first, follow by Others then You yourself. I din't noe why i just remember this part of the story. So tat day when I was in my boss room toking about my resignation, he mention to me his wife Christian name is Joy. How she refuses the name at first and later come to accept it cos she come across the word to many time. And I explain what i read to my boss also. Maybe the reason why I read and remembered it is for me to tell my boss the meaning and let him convey to his wife? (scarely he din't even tell his wife about it... he probably forgot as usual).
2. My previous posting
Hmm... seriously saying I never think my previous post will inspire anyone. I wrote it just to remind myself to work hard and to adopt a new approach in my work. Have it not been the resignation, I will not be toking to my boss, and I will not write tat in my blog. And would not have inspired Faith and Namida. So my resignation happens so I can inspire pple (hahaa... so 自大)
3. Webstats
A few days back I set up a new blog to put in some nice readings I have come across (haha.. did any of you notice the link?). I purposely din't write any posting to check if anybody will notice its existence. But then I realise I have no way of knowing, so yesterday I put up some webstats on the blog to see if anybody went there. (But sadly according to stats i think not much pple notice.) Then I start to study the stats today and i find it quite interesting, seeing where the traffic come from. So I put another stats in this blog just this afternoon and tata there is new pple to my blog. And I get to see how they are referred here... its so interesting...
Anyway enuff of my "fei hua", but just to let you all know sometime things really happen for a reason. So if you don't understand why you are going thru certain things now, maybe you will know the reason later. :)
1. Meaning of JOY
This is really "kua zhang". I was reading a book by Jodi Picoult. It talks about Amish pple who are devouted Christian. And from young they are taught of the word JOY, which means Jesus comes first, follow by Others then You yourself. I din't noe why i just remember this part of the story. So tat day when I was in my boss room toking about my resignation, he mention to me his wife Christian name is Joy. How she refuses the name at first and later come to accept it cos she come across the word to many time. And I explain what i read to my boss also. Maybe the reason why I read and remembered it is for me to tell my boss the meaning and let him convey to his wife? (scarely he din't even tell his wife about it... he probably forgot as usual).
2. My previous posting
Hmm... seriously saying I never think my previous post will inspire anyone. I wrote it just to remind myself to work hard and to adopt a new approach in my work. Have it not been the resignation, I will not be toking to my boss, and I will not write tat in my blog. And would not have inspired Faith and Namida. So my resignation happens so I can inspire pple (hahaa... so 自大)
3. Webstats
A few days back I set up a new blog to put in some nice readings I have come across (haha.. did any of you notice the link?). I purposely din't write any posting to check if anybody will notice its existence. But then I realise I have no way of knowing, so yesterday I put up some webstats on the blog to see if anybody went there. (But sadly according to stats i think not much pple notice.) Then I start to study the stats today and i find it quite interesting, seeing where the traffic come from. So I put another stats in this blog just this afternoon and tata there is new pple to my blog. And I get to see how they are referred here... its so interesting...
Anyway enuff of my "fei hua", but just to let you all know sometime things really happen for a reason. So if you don't understand why you are going thru certain things now, maybe you will know the reason later. :)
Sunday, April 17, 2005
Different Point of View
I really enjoyed myself this weekend.. cos i din't bring work home but just spending my weekend doing things i enjoyed. It has been a long time since i last enjoy such a weekend. For several several months (even years?), I'm either working at home on weekend or thinking about my work.. but i have learned to put things down and enjoy myself, make myself happy so i can have better efficiency for the coming week.
Why have i change? I think it all started when i tender my resignation the week before. I talk to my boss and he make me realise something. I have always been grumbling about my work, I have always detest going to work, I will drag my feet and think of all the bad things that might happen. But I realise that is because of the negative attitude I have been carrying about when I'm working.
I remember when i first join the company I told myself I will only be working there for a year. (although come May I will be there for 3 full years liao) That is it. I never see myself having a future in the company. As a result, I only do what i'm told to do. I don't look out of the box and tried to make my life easier. I never try to like my job. Never truely let my boss know my operational problem but just let him carrying on doing wat he think is right. But of course he is a stubborn man, i'm not sure how much will get in but at least i shld give him and myself a chance before I give up.
So I have told myself, from Monday onwards, I will give myself full shot in working. I should stop all my msn (gals so if you all don't see me online, you should noe why), avoid checking out the forum and blogs (this is real hard, think when i'm tired i will just check a bit here and there bah). I will really spend my working hours working. I should also stop my bad habit of pushing my work to the weekend, but rather try to complete everything i can before the end of the week. So I have an easy friday. Weekends will be for me to play and to play hard. Of course I'm not sure if I can really set out to do all this, because normally my plans will be interrupted by phone calls from client or out of the blue issues. However, I want to believe that "There's a will, there's a way" (cliche, but it just say for itself, can't find anything that will explain it better).
Why have i change? I think it all started when i tender my resignation the week before. I talk to my boss and he make me realise something. I have always been grumbling about my work, I have always detest going to work, I will drag my feet and think of all the bad things that might happen. But I realise that is because of the negative attitude I have been carrying about when I'm working.
I remember when i first join the company I told myself I will only be working there for a year. (although come May I will be there for 3 full years liao) That is it. I never see myself having a future in the company. As a result, I only do what i'm told to do. I don't look out of the box and tried to make my life easier. I never try to like my job. Never truely let my boss know my operational problem but just let him carrying on doing wat he think is right. But of course he is a stubborn man, i'm not sure how much will get in but at least i shld give him and myself a chance before I give up.
So I have told myself, from Monday onwards, I will give myself full shot in working. I should stop all my msn (gals so if you all don't see me online, you should noe why), avoid checking out the forum and blogs (this is real hard, think when i'm tired i will just check a bit here and there bah). I will really spend my working hours working. I should also stop my bad habit of pushing my work to the weekend, but rather try to complete everything i can before the end of the week. So I have an easy friday. Weekends will be for me to play and to play hard. Of course I'm not sure if I can really set out to do all this, because normally my plans will be interrupted by phone calls from client or out of the blue issues. However, I want to believe that "There's a will, there's a way" (cliche, but it just say for itself, can't find anything that will explain it better).
En-K-F-fu + 周華健
昨天8頻道重播了上個星期天的En-K-F-fu的節目. 我看了也錄了下來, 因為太好看了. 我想"花心"那首歌我應該看了有4-5次, 一直在回想當晚的情景. 我們大家一起大聲唱, 一起在那自High, 一起手搭在彼此的肩上唱"朋友"... 感覺真的很好... 好到我不知道要怎麼形容. 我想只有當天在場的人才會了解吧. 那是一個很難忘的夜晚.
老實說, 我真的很佩服周華健的現場功力. 那種能帶動氣氛的實力, 確實是要累積經驗得來的. 我哥曾經和我說看周華健的演唱會是一大享受, 以前我不明白, 可是現在我完全懂了. 我好像能去看他和李忠盛的演唱會, 可惜已經沒省下什麼票了. 有誰有門路嗎? 如果能和上星期天的一夥人去, 我想感覺會更棒... 可是....
希望, 明年他還會再來, 那是我又要去看, 不是為了五月天, 而是為了周華健... 希望希望, 還能有這下一次.... 因為要拿到票實在有些困難... 還要拿那麼多張, 真的是難入登天... 不過下次我會提醒我的朋友們, 千萬不要穿Bright Green那真的太耀眼了... 不過這樣其實也有好處, 起碼我們其他人能倖免.... 哈哈哈...
老實說, 我真的很佩服周華健的現場功力. 那種能帶動氣氛的實力, 確實是要累積經驗得來的. 我哥曾經和我說看周華健的演唱會是一大享受, 以前我不明白, 可是現在我完全懂了. 我好像能去看他和李忠盛的演唱會, 可惜已經沒省下什麼票了. 有誰有門路嗎? 如果能和上星期天的一夥人去, 我想感覺會更棒... 可是....
希望, 明年他還會再來, 那是我又要去看, 不是為了五月天, 而是為了周華健... 希望希望, 還能有這下一次.... 因為要拿到票實在有些困難... 還要拿那麼多張, 真的是難入登天... 不過下次我會提醒我的朋友們, 千萬不要穿Bright Green那真的太耀眼了... 不過這樣其實也有好處, 起碼我們其他人能倖免.... 哈哈哈...
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Lazy to Blog
I'm so lazy to blog so I just "kope" everything i wrote in the forum thread and paste it here.. =P
Anyway, let me take this opportunity to dedicate my 555 post to everyone in the forum and to Mayday...
First of all, I like to thank everybody i have met on the forum. I nvr in my life think that I will make so many friends that share a common interest and even friends with similar thoughts and feeling. I nvr realise that i can have such good friends after leaving school... this is really great... Some of my friends find that my friendship with pple i met on this forum will not last, because if one day any of us stop liking mayday (which is super unlikely), we will stop being friends... But I can take a stand and say for sure that this is not the case. True is the fact our friendship started because of Mayday, but they are not everything. We will still stand by each other even if anyone decide to stop liking Mayday, because we are FRIENDS, simple and plain.
Secondly, I like to thank the admins and moderators Latte, Boh, Lovefool, DouDou, Trenix, etc (not in any order lah just write whoever comes to mind) for spending so much time and effort in starting and maintaining the forum and website. Sorry for not being able to help much. Thank You for building my "home" on the internet. This place is my "FINAL HOME" on the Internet and will continue to be.
I will also like to thank every member of the forum, whether i met you in person or not, whether you are a lurker or a post-er (hahaa this sounds weird.. poster..). Or whether you know me or not. You all have shown and proven to me that mayday fans are good pple, united, caring and willing to share. This is something i think tat is very important. Who says singaporeans are selfish? Ask them to come to this forum and see for themselves the true spirit.
I also like to apologise to the camera owners who took the pic after the NKF show. I came to realise that i may be quite rude from escaping the camera, I'm just so not use to taking pictures, cos those who have seen me shld noe how u.g.l.y i am... and so i hate taking pictures... I also like to thank peirong for starting the thread.. but peirong i'm not an admin or moderator in the forum.. i'm just a nobody without much contribution... (i think even euphoria has a better contribution then me.. ) nonetheless, thank for giving me a chance to write so much.. hahaaaa... (i already spend 30 minutes of my working hours at this thread... opps)
Lastly, I like to thank who else but Mayday. If not for them, I will not be here (and of course to the friend who brought me into the Mayday world)... If not for them I will not have so many good friends (am i repeating myself again? hahaha... old pple is like tat lah)...
But again I like to re-emphasize that mayday is not everything, friendship is what I treasure most... (okok old lady i noe i noe)... so everybody, have fun here and everywhere in your life....
Anyway, let me take this opportunity to dedicate my 555 post to everyone in the forum and to Mayday...
First of all, I like to thank everybody i have met on the forum. I nvr in my life think that I will make so many friends that share a common interest and even friends with similar thoughts and feeling. I nvr realise that i can have such good friends after leaving school... this is really great... Some of my friends find that my friendship with pple i met on this forum will not last, because if one day any of us stop liking mayday (which is super unlikely), we will stop being friends... But I can take a stand and say for sure that this is not the case. True is the fact our friendship started because of Mayday, but they are not everything. We will still stand by each other even if anyone decide to stop liking Mayday, because we are FRIENDS, simple and plain.
Secondly, I like to thank the admins and moderators Latte, Boh, Lovefool, DouDou, Trenix, etc (not in any order lah just write whoever comes to mind) for spending so much time and effort in starting and maintaining the forum and website. Sorry for not being able to help much. Thank You for building my "home" on the internet. This place is my "FINAL HOME" on the Internet and will continue to be.
I will also like to thank every member of the forum, whether i met you in person or not, whether you are a lurker or a post-er (hahaa this sounds weird.. poster..). Or whether you know me or not. You all have shown and proven to me that mayday fans are good pple, united, caring and willing to share. This is something i think tat is very important. Who says singaporeans are selfish? Ask them to come to this forum and see for themselves the true spirit.
I also like to apologise to the camera owners who took the pic after the NKF show. I came to realise that i may be quite rude from escaping the camera, I'm just so not use to taking pictures, cos those who have seen me shld noe how u.g.l.y i am... and so i hate taking pictures... I also like to thank peirong for starting the thread.. but peirong i'm not an admin or moderator in the forum.. i'm just a nobody without much contribution... (i think even euphoria has a better contribution then me.. ) nonetheless, thank for giving me a chance to write so much.. hahaaaa... (i already spend 30 minutes of my working hours at this thread... opps)
Lastly, I like to thank who else but Mayday. If not for them, I will not be here (and of course to the friend who brought me into the Mayday world)... If not for them I will not have so many good friends (am i repeating myself again? hahaha... old pple is like tat lah)...
But again I like to re-emphasize that mayday is not everything, friendship is what I treasure most... (okok old lady i noe i noe)... so everybody, have fun here and everywhere in your life....
Sunday, April 10, 2005
老了, 累了, 倦了, 變了
今天 (準確的講, 應該是昨天), SH說了他感覺到HXDHX的一段歌詞 "老了, 累了, 捲了, 變了". 我從來沒有想過要這樣解讀那個歌詞, 可是我突然覺得, 他說的一點也沒錯. 對於工作, 我感覺如此. 對於這個圈子, 我也感覺如此.
工作 VS 老了
真的, 老了所以沒有那份沖勁能夠做很多的OT. 不能相6年前一樣, 可以每日每夜的做工. 為理想打拼.
工作 VS 累了
幾年不斷的工作, 打拼. 沒有看到顯著的成果, 真的讓人覺得很累. 好像永遠都停留在哪裡, 沒進步, 也不知道是在幹什麼.
工作 VS 捲了
厭倦了每天做這同樣的東西. 厭倦了每天被無理取鬧的顧客罵. 他們的東西永遠是最重要的. 我只要服務他們就可以了, 其他客戶都不是人.
工作 VS 變了
經過了6年當然變了. 從積極樂觀, 到憂鬱, 甚至是有些的悲觀, 是經過了社會的洗禮還是個人的問題, 我還在找尋答案.
圈子 VS 老了
和其他人比起來, 我真的是老了. 老到不好意思讓朋友看到我還在圈子裡. 老到力不從心. 老到不想再看那些幼稚的行為.
圈子 VS 累了
感覺到身心的疲憊. 因為發現做很多事要顧忌到別人的感受. 總是要左想想, 右想想. 我已經有多久沒有和其他人"說悄悄話"了 (那樣還滿幼稚的, 對在看的人感受不是很好吧) . 可是在這圈子裡, 我卻常必須這樣做. 這真的讓我好累好累.
圈子 VS 捲了
捲了去猜別人在想什麼, 沒那個心和裡. 況且, 我老了也累了.
圈子 VS 變了
變了. 和一年前比, 現在有一些複雜的因素存在. 老實說, 我有些後悔知道那麼多, 可是我想我更開心也更珍惜那些美好的回憶, 和難得的友情. 其實, 我很早以前, 就想回到到最純真的圈子, 可是我一直擔心, 我能嗎. 現在有了大家的陪伴, 或許路會更容易吧.
總結
對於工作, 我已經採取了行動. 我會讓自己盡力, 不要一直想這別的事. 對於圈子, 我們都想退回最純真的年代, 那好像不太可能, 可是應該不會想現在那麼複雜吧. 老實說, 對於圈子, 我可能不能說太多, 因為受影響最大的不是我吧.
工作 VS 老了
真的, 老了所以沒有那份沖勁能夠做很多的OT. 不能相6年前一樣, 可以每日每夜的做工. 為理想打拼.
工作 VS 累了
幾年不斷的工作, 打拼. 沒有看到顯著的成果, 真的讓人覺得很累. 好像永遠都停留在哪裡, 沒進步, 也不知道是在幹什麼.
工作 VS 捲了
厭倦了每天做這同樣的東西. 厭倦了每天被無理取鬧的顧客罵. 他們的東西永遠是最重要的. 我只要服務他們就可以了, 其他客戶都不是人.
工作 VS 變了
經過了6年當然變了. 從積極樂觀, 到憂鬱, 甚至是有些的悲觀, 是經過了社會的洗禮還是個人的問題, 我還在找尋答案.
圈子 VS 老了
和其他人比起來, 我真的是老了. 老到不好意思讓朋友看到我還在圈子裡. 老到力不從心. 老到不想再看那些幼稚的行為.
圈子 VS 累了
感覺到身心的疲憊. 因為發現做很多事要顧忌到別人的感受. 總是要左想想, 右想想. 我已經有多久沒有和其他人"說悄悄話"了 (那樣還滿幼稚的, 對在看的人感受不是很好吧) . 可是在這圈子裡, 我卻常必須這樣做. 這真的讓我好累好累.
圈子 VS 捲了
捲了去猜別人在想什麼, 沒那個心和裡. 況且, 我老了也累了.
圈子 VS 變了
變了. 和一年前比, 現在有一些複雜的因素存在. 老實說, 我有些後悔知道那麼多, 可是我想我更開心也更珍惜那些美好的回憶, 和難得的友情. 其實, 我很早以前, 就想回到到最純真的圈子, 可是我一直擔心, 我能嗎. 現在有了大家的陪伴, 或許路會更容易吧.
總結
對於工作, 我已經採取了行動. 我會讓自己盡力, 不要一直想這別的事. 對於圈子, 我們都想退回最純真的年代, 那好像不太可能, 可是應該不會想現在那麼複雜吧. 老實說, 對於圈子, 我可能不能說太多, 因為受影響最大的不是我吧.
Thursday, April 07, 2005
Symptoms tat you are Sick
1. You feel body aches.
2. You feel both warm and cold at the same time.
3. Your head feels heavy.
4. Your hands and feet are cold.
5. You are in a blur state.
Are these symptoms showing i'm sick?
2. You feel both warm and cold at the same time.
3. Your head feels heavy.
4. Your hands and feet are cold.
5. You are in a blur state.
Are these symptoms showing i'm sick?
Monday, April 04, 2005
Happy Go Lucky???
今天有人跟我說, 我不是他6年前認識的Jac. 我馬上同意了他的說法... 然後他問我為什麼, 我沒有辦法回答他... 我說可能是因為在這公司做久了... 他好像被這句話傷了...
其實我也不知道為什麼我會那麼憂鬱... 其實我也不知道為什麼, 從什麼時候開始我開始耍憂鬱... 有事情忙, 我會憂鬱... 沒事情做, 我也憂鬱... 也不知道自己在憂鬱個什麼鬼... 是身心都疲累了吧, 所以這樣... 也可能是因為年級大了, 發現生活千篇一律所以開始想很多... 還是基本上心靈太空虛所以耍憂鬱...
我還記得我以前的名言是Happy Go Lucky, 很老套吧. 可是當初我是這麼相信的. 可是這句話從我字典裡消失了好久好久了, 我想把它找回來 (誰不想)... 只是, 這麼久了, 我還找的回來嗎?
其實我也不知道為什麼我會那麼憂鬱... 其實我也不知道為什麼, 從什麼時候開始我開始耍憂鬱... 有事情忙, 我會憂鬱... 沒事情做, 我也憂鬱... 也不知道自己在憂鬱個什麼鬼... 是身心都疲累了吧, 所以這樣... 也可能是因為年級大了, 發現生活千篇一律所以開始想很多... 還是基本上心靈太空虛所以耍憂鬱...
我還記得我以前的名言是Happy Go Lucky, 很老套吧. 可是當初我是這麼相信的. 可是這句話從我字典裡消失了好久好久了, 我想把它找回來 (誰不想)... 只是, 這麼久了, 我還找的回來嗎?
Sunday, April 03, 2005
Happening Week
Next week will be a super happening week for me.. i can see that i will either be in a super good mood or i will be on my nerves (breaking down any moment... hhahhaa like real)...
Monday:
- Demo at 10 a.m.
(Following the demo either i pass with flying colors or i will have huge amount of changes. In either case i still see that i will have more work to complete. Which means more deadline)
- The actions for my decision
Tuesday:
- Need to do OT.
(This work can only be done after 7pm. Which means I die die have to do OT and my client is not at all appreciative that i have to work extra time because of their changes. Why are clients always like tat.. when will i be a client that have a power to demand others?)
Wednesday:
- Dance Exam
(hopefully all is well.. i just pray to stay in the same class as my current classmates.. tat is all i ask for)
Thursday:
- PMS = Pre-Mayday Syndrome
(Mayday is coming on friday... but i bloody hell have to work... so i will start to feel moody on thursday.. to make matter worst i think i have a lot of work to accompany me)
Friday:
- Arrival of Mayday
(Yeah they will be in SG, but i will be stuck in my opic.)
- Deadlines Again
(I can forsee some deadlines.. but rest assure that i will not do OT today and will not work over the weekends, cos Mayday is much more important then all these. At most i get scolding.. get pressured by boss and client... but who cares)
Saturday:
- Mayday and Sam Lee event at J8
(I hope I will have an enjoyable time... finally get to hear Li Sheng Jie live... plus of course the live band performance by Mayday... i miss rock concerts... and yes don't remind me yesterday was Avril concert and i was in kallang... but not in indoor stadium)
Sunday:
- Mayday at NKF
(Will i get tix for NKF this year?)
- Starting to feel PMS again.
(Post-Mayday Syndrome. And why i have to work on Monday)
Monday:
- Demo at 10 a.m.
(Following the demo either i pass with flying colors or i will have huge amount of changes. In either case i still see that i will have more work to complete. Which means more deadline)
- The actions for my decision
Tuesday:
- Need to do OT.
(This work can only be done after 7pm. Which means I die die have to do OT and my client is not at all appreciative that i have to work extra time because of their changes. Why are clients always like tat.. when will i be a client that have a power to demand others?)
Wednesday:
- Dance Exam
(hopefully all is well.. i just pray to stay in the same class as my current classmates.. tat is all i ask for)
Thursday:
- PMS = Pre-Mayday Syndrome
(Mayday is coming on friday... but i bloody hell have to work... so i will start to feel moody on thursday.. to make matter worst i think i have a lot of work to accompany me)
Friday:
- Arrival of Mayday
(Yeah they will be in SG, but i will be stuck in my opic.)
- Deadlines Again
(I can forsee some deadlines.. but rest assure that i will not do OT today and will not work over the weekends, cos Mayday is much more important then all these. At most i get scolding.. get pressured by boss and client... but who cares)
Saturday:
- Mayday and Sam Lee event at J8
(I hope I will have an enjoyable time... finally get to hear Li Sheng Jie live... plus of course the live band performance by Mayday... i miss rock concerts... and yes don't remind me yesterday was Avril concert and i was in kallang... but not in indoor stadium)
Sunday:
- Mayday at NKF
(Will i get tix for NKF this year?)
- Starting to feel PMS again.
(Post-Mayday Syndrome. And why i have to work on Monday)
星期天的凌晨五點
星期天的凌晨五點, MSN一個朋友都沒有.
朋友都在狂歡, 還是都在睡覺呢?
不管是什麼應該都是在享受的吧.
星期天的凌晨五點, 我不是睡不著,
只是還在工作.
不要問我為什麼還這麼傻,
我沒法回答你.
星期天的凌晨五點, 有選擇的話,
我希望我在睡覺.
星期天的凌晨五點, 我媽已經起床,
為新的一天準備.
我想如果她有選擇的話,
我想她也希望自己在睡覺.
星期天的凌晨五點, 你在做什麼?
Friday, April 01, 2005
同性戀
今天和同事吃飯的時候聊到這個話題. 一個同事說在地鐵上看到一對女同性戀抱在一起. 另一個同事就看到另一對在大馬路親嘴... 我的intern同事更可愛, 她問我為什麼有人會是同性戀? 其實答案很簡單, 為什麼妳喜歡的是男的而不是女的. 兩個答案是一樣的. 其實我想說我們就真的不能接受同性戀嗎?
老實說, 我以前非常不能接受同性戀. 我就是那些會在他們後面指指點點的人. 可是近幾年我已經在改了. 我開始接受他們, 說真的有頭髮誰願意當禿頭. 同性戀就很想變成同性戀嗎? 他們只是想追求他們自己的快樂, 又不會影響到其他人, 為什麼要排斥他們呢?
如果要拿道德倫理來量他們, 那麼我想問那些背著老婆到外面花天酒地的男人就過的了那把尺? 難道他們就不傷風敗俗, 可是他們卻可以在朋友面前炫燿自己的"實力"... 那樣不是Double Standard嗎?
我並不是同性戀, 也暫時沒打算變成一個 (所以我所有的女性朋友不用擔心), 我只是看不下去為什麼科技進步了, 人們的思想卻還活在500年前孫悟空的年代. 人生出來就是要追求快樂, 在不傷害他人的狀況下為什麼就不能尊重彼此的選擇呢?
如果這篇文章得罪了什麼人很抱歉, 可是這是我的世界, 我想我有權利寫我想寫的.
老實說, 我以前非常不能接受同性戀. 我就是那些會在他們後面指指點點的人. 可是近幾年我已經在改了. 我開始接受他們, 說真的有頭髮誰願意當禿頭. 同性戀就很想變成同性戀嗎? 他們只是想追求他們自己的快樂, 又不會影響到其他人, 為什麼要排斥他們呢?
如果要拿道德倫理來量他們, 那麼我想問那些背著老婆到外面花天酒地的男人就過的了那把尺? 難道他們就不傷風敗俗, 可是他們卻可以在朋友面前炫燿自己的"實力"... 那樣不是Double Standard嗎?
我並不是同性戀, 也暫時沒打算變成一個 (所以我所有的女性朋友不用擔心), 我只是看不下去為什麼科技進步了, 人們的思想卻還活在500年前孫悟空的年代. 人生出來就是要追求快樂, 在不傷害他人的狀況下為什麼就不能尊重彼此的選擇呢?
如果這篇文章得罪了什麼人很抱歉, 可是這是我的世界, 我想我有權利寫我想寫的.
Thursday, March 31, 2005
沒天理
沒天理... 我都快窮死了, 電影戲票還要漲價. 我想我會有好多好多個月不能去看電影了... 有人要請我嗎?
沒天理... 我都快窮死了還讓我看到我想買的電話... 當初比較有spare cash又不出... 現在才來出... 我忍.... http://panasonic.co.jp/pmc/products/en/x800/index.html
沒天理... 我都快窮死了還讓我看到我想買的電話... 當初比較有spare cash又不出... 現在才來出... 我忍.... http://panasonic.co.jp/pmc/products/en/x800/index.html
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
這麼簡單?
我沒想到事情會這麼簡單. 昨天我一回到家第一件事就是和我姐說我的決定. 她就說"反正你沒有commitment應該ok lor...." 她沒有任何大的反應然我覺得有點奇怪. 接下來就是我媽了...
我: 媽咪, 我決定星期一XX了.
媽咪: 不知道你啦. (讓後bochap的繼續喝她的牛奶)
原來這麼簡單. 早知道我上個月就應該這麼做了...
我: 媽咪, 我決定星期一XX了.
媽咪: 不知道你啦. (讓後bochap的繼續喝她的牛奶)
原來這麼簡單. 早知道我上個月就應該這麼做了...
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
329
今天是329... 對很多人來說是不起眼的日子, 可是對一些少數的人(和世界比起來, 真的是少數) 來說329是一個很重要的日子. 因為在8年前的今天有5個人喊了"救命"(好笑的是被解救的不是他們, 而是我們). 8年後的今天, 我也做了個重要的決定. 希望決定是對的.
Sunday, March 27, 2005
一個人的星期天下午
一個人的星期天下午,
獨自坐在客廳裡吃泡麵,
看著浪漫又芭辣的韓國電視劇.
眼淚不聽使喚的掉了下來.
是劇情太感人, 還是麵太辣了,
我也不清楚.
同樣的灰姑娘故事, 有這不同的版本,
卻也是我最喜歡的故事.
因為從小就作夢有天能和灰姑娘一樣,
有個又帥, 人又好, 又有錢的王子來喜歡我,
幫我帶上項鍊.
(因為兩人的距離很近, 卻又不是太近.. 是一個浪漫的奇妙距離)
當我有麻煩的時候能幫我解決.
當我想哭的時候能讓我依靠在他的肩上.
當我被人欺負能來解救我.
當我心情不好時講笑話給我聽 (冷笑話也行)
當我需要安全感時, 能給我一個擁抱.
沒錯, 我是一個無可就要的浪漫主意者,
我還活在我幻想的世界裡.
請你告訴我有那個女孩沒有這樣想過.
獨自坐在客廳裡吃泡麵,
看著浪漫又芭辣的韓國電視劇.
眼淚不聽使喚的掉了下來.
是劇情太感人, 還是麵太辣了,
我也不清楚.
同樣的灰姑娘故事, 有這不同的版本,
卻也是我最喜歡的故事.
因為從小就作夢有天能和灰姑娘一樣,
有個又帥, 人又好, 又有錢的王子來喜歡我,
幫我帶上項鍊.
(因為兩人的距離很近, 卻又不是太近.. 是一個浪漫的奇妙距離)
當我有麻煩的時候能幫我解決.
當我想哭的時候能讓我依靠在他的肩上.
當我被人欺負能來解救我.
當我心情不好時講笑話給我聽 (冷笑話也行)
當我需要安全感時, 能給我一個擁抱.
沒錯, 我是一個無可就要的浪漫主意者,
我還活在我幻想的世界裡.
請你告訴我有那個女孩沒有這樣想過.
Sianz
I have a lot of things to do... for work, for friends, for sis... of course work is the most important.. most pressing deadline. But i just don't have to mood to do it. I just switch on my laptop, wanting to do something for work, but i realise that my client haven't fax me the information. As a result, i'm stuck... with a lot of work but i can't do cos no info... actually i can switch to do another project, but again i din't have the specs... my boss says he will email me, but i haven't receive it yet.. and i forgot to ask him about it... result? i can't do my work again... so now i'm getting very very sianz... everything deadline by end of the month.. which is in 4 days time... but i have nothing to work on...
and i'm also very sianz to work on a sunday... i'm suppose to enjoy this long weekend but i'm not... cos i have so many things to 凡. I told myself maybe i shld just take a break since its fated that i don't get all the information (so later i can blame them when i can't complete on time), but i can't... i can't enjoy myself when i have this nagging feeling that i'm going to "die" in a week time... sighz... i'm just so sianz.. maybe something i shld learn from my brother.. be a bit boh chap.. be a bit irresponsible... but i can't... i dunno why... maybe my mom and dad have taught me too well... hahaaa.. shld i be happy or sad about this...
and i'm also very sianz to work on a sunday... i'm suppose to enjoy this long weekend but i'm not... cos i have so many things to 凡. I told myself maybe i shld just take a break since its fated that i don't get all the information (so later i can blame them when i can't complete on time), but i can't... i can't enjoy myself when i have this nagging feeling that i'm going to "die" in a week time... sighz... i'm just so sianz.. maybe something i shld learn from my brother.. be a bit boh chap.. be a bit irresponsible... but i can't... i dunno why... maybe my mom and dad have taught me too well... hahaaa.. shld i be happy or sad about this...
Friday, March 25, 2005
旅行
阿... 剛看了email才發現原來我有個朋友去年11月到了日本去度蜜月... 我的天阿... 日本.. 我很嚮往的國家... 我看到那些照片我真的好想馬上出國... 飛到那邊去, 享受平靜... 看到照片, 讓我心動的不是Disney Land而是那些寧靜的廟宇, 還有舊式的溫泉... 看了就能讓人放鬆... 不知道我什麼時候才能去日本... 以我現在的經濟基礎, 可能還要等個三四年吧... 除非我不買書, 不買CD, 可能會縮短個一年, 可是那我會沒有了一年的快樂... 真是參....
現在真的好想出國.. 去海邊是最好的.. 能去撘游輪也不錯... 現在的神經緊繃到了極點... 小休假一定能讓我放鬆... 可是不管是錢還是時間都不允許我這麼做... 我好想念台灣... 想念九份, 想念平息, 想念十分.... 我什麼時候才能再去旅行呢?
現在真的好想出國.. 去海邊是最好的.. 能去撘游輪也不錯... 現在的神經緊繃到了極點... 小休假一定能讓我放鬆... 可是不管是錢還是時間都不允許我這麼做... 我好想念台灣... 想念九份, 想念平息, 想念十分.... 我什麼時候才能再去旅行呢?
Robots
I went to watch Robots yesterday with 友人... hmm.... if you have the time and money can go watch it... hmm... its not really fantastic... in fact in between quite boring and the story is quite predictable... but its an inspiring movie... u will relate it to your current life.. its truth that always been there and you noe... just another movie to remind you again of the things... some of the things the "father" said is like really motivating... and i start to think how come my father did not do tat to me when i was young... but actually he also din't stop me in pursuing my dreams.. none of my parents did.. its just tat i chose the easy way out... and also my results do not allow me to do wat i wanted... so i guess i only have myself to blame... anyway in between the show there are a few lame but funny jokes... so if you are stress (like me) can go there and have a good luff....
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
音樂Free Play
終於... 933 有了比較有substance的節目 "音樂Free Play"... 我想大家都知道933是一個很Commercialize的電台... 基本上給的起錢的, 他們就會播他們的歌...
音樂Free Play, 是周日大概10點多播出... 裡面Liyi會和一些來賓(可能是記者, 可能是一些作音樂的人)分享一些音樂... 可能他們會有一些主題然後挑選一些符合主題的音樂來播... 播的當然不一定是最流行的音樂.. 有的是非主打... 讓聽眾能有對非主打歌的認識... 當然這和Sunday 11比起來差太多了, 可是卻是一個很好的進步... 值得鼓勵...
其實我以前不太喜歡聽Liyi的節目... 因為她還滿無聊的... 可是我必須承認她的節目通常是最有substance的... 比起那個himbo好太多太多了... 有空聽一聽吧...
音樂Free Play, 是周日大概10點多播出... 裡面Liyi會和一些來賓(可能是記者, 可能是一些作音樂的人)分享一些音樂... 可能他們會有一些主題然後挑選一些符合主題的音樂來播... 播的當然不一定是最流行的音樂.. 有的是非主打... 讓聽眾能有對非主打歌的認識... 當然這和Sunday 11比起來差太多了, 可是卻是一個很好的進步... 值得鼓勵...
其實我以前不太喜歡聽Liyi的節目... 因為她還滿無聊的... 可是我必須承認她的節目通常是最有substance的... 比起那個himbo好太多太多了... 有空聽一聽吧...
Monday, March 21, 2005
To: Nic...
Yeah yeah i get to go watch Wu Bai... cos Nic got an extra ticket.. thanks Nic!!! finally got to see Wu Bai live... hahaaa... hiak hiak hiak.. hohohohooooo.... woooohoooooo.......
To: The person reading Liang Wen Fu Book
Can't leave a comment on your blog so i have to write it here... sighz... yes there is a xin yao cd which i think they release either last year or the year before.. its about 5 cds if i'm not wrong... cost about 50+ dollars the last time i saw it at CD Rama... Uncle's shop should also have.. if you interested i can go help u find out.. but i think u too broke this month.. hiak hiak... and i'm more interested in the book you are reading.. i heard about the book but haven't seen it yet.. when u lending me.. and my Chen Shan Ni book also must lend me hor... aiyah i need to go back taiwan to buy her book.... who want to donate me the $$$.... and girl don't keep reading novels hor... must study leh.. exam coming liao... mai xiao xiao... after exams u have to accompany go learn drums de... so must study hard now.. =P
Why?
I'm feeling very very pek cek now.. super duper pek cek... and i flare at my colleague and giving super black face.. but i can't control it..... i have already complete everything on friday night.. cos it was say tat they want to thing by 10 on monday morning.. okie so fine.. i skip my dinner and complete everything on friday night... so everything is done, link is sent no reply... so i already have an idea tat its not possible to get it by 10am on monday cos if you feedback to me on monday morning, the time needed for installation and all where got enuff time to do...
so came monday morning... as usual boss came in ask this ask tat.. okie so install... install nvm... boss keep on rushing us... rush and rush... i feel like telling him off.. if you really want it so fast why don't u do it on friday night? boss rush finish the sales person came to rush... tmd u left so early on friday where u could have stay behind and get everything installed.. but u din't and went to "pak tor" u still dare to rush me... i already buay song u for very long liao... so i will show u my face can be blacker then wat u normally see.. you can think i'm rude... but i don't care.. i don't have and don't want to give u face.... then to add on to my problem, my colleague change a setting and din't tell me.. as a result i have to re-encrypt everything and re-install.. waste time..
its already 2pm in the afternoon and i haven't even start on the thing i'm suppose to complete by tuesday nite... to make matter worst i'm suffering from a headache... i think it will burst open any moment.. splattering my brains and blood over the walls and tables... tat will be such a nice sight isn't it...
sometime i really wonder why do i have to work so hard... i'm not earning big bucks.. in fact i'm earning less then wat all of my friends are earning... i'm not learning anything... my boss is unappreciative and just take us for granted.... my health is detoriating (i keep having headaches every few days)... so why? why do i have to work so hard... my friend say i'm crazy... wat do u think?
so came monday morning... as usual boss came in ask this ask tat.. okie so install... install nvm... boss keep on rushing us... rush and rush... i feel like telling him off.. if you really want it so fast why don't u do it on friday night? boss rush finish the sales person came to rush... tmd u left so early on friday where u could have stay behind and get everything installed.. but u din't and went to "pak tor" u still dare to rush me... i already buay song u for very long liao... so i will show u my face can be blacker then wat u normally see.. you can think i'm rude... but i don't care.. i don't have and don't want to give u face.... then to add on to my problem, my colleague change a setting and din't tell me.. as a result i have to re-encrypt everything and re-install.. waste time..
its already 2pm in the afternoon and i haven't even start on the thing i'm suppose to complete by tuesday nite... to make matter worst i'm suffering from a headache... i think it will burst open any moment.. splattering my brains and blood over the walls and tables... tat will be such a nice sight isn't it...
sometime i really wonder why do i have to work so hard... i'm not earning big bucks.. in fact i'm earning less then wat all of my friends are earning... i'm not learning anything... my boss is unappreciative and just take us for granted.... my health is detoriating (i keep having headaches every few days)... so why? why do i have to work so hard... my friend say i'm crazy... wat do u think?
Sunday, March 20, 2005
Wat a day...
Okie.. i'm not the proud owner of an XBox as i state last week... y? because i have to stay home and work today and can't make it to Funan to collect my Xbox... sighz... probably got to wait for the coming week.. maybe shld collect on Friday, then saturday and sunday can play.. hahaha long weekend.. =)
Star Signs in Sunday Times say tat i shld go travelling.. this is the best time to go even if it is a short getaway.. how i wish... if money drop from the sky.. or my dad strike toto.. or my friend strike toto give me money then i will have the chance to have a nice long weekend... else its back to reality.. i'm super duper broke.. still got another 2 weeks to payday... and as usual pay will be delayed.. so sighz.... so i have to start saving my money for july/aug and for year end... $$$ can you just fall from the sky... or more practical.. can my boss raise my pay?
Star Signs in Sunday Times say tat i shld go travelling.. this is the best time to go even if it is a short getaway.. how i wish... if money drop from the sky.. or my dad strike toto.. or my friend strike toto give me money then i will have the chance to have a nice long weekend... else its back to reality.. i'm super duper broke.. still got another 2 weeks to payday... and as usual pay will be delayed.. so sighz.... so i have to start saving my money for july/aug and for year end... $$$ can you just fall from the sky... or more practical.. can my boss raise my pay?
Friday, March 18, 2005
i'm a buddist....
TMD.. i super duper angry and DL now... and you really noe how to pick the time to call.. i already tell you i'm in the office liao.. u still buay zi dong continue to tok about ur things... please lah.. i'm a buddist.. i'm not interested in going to your church service next weekk... even if i become a christian i will not choose ur "prestigious" church... and you can still go on and on about other things... waste my time and my handphone money.. u free i'm not free lor.. and just hearing your voice irritates me... please lah.. u don't noe how to hear a person's tone and noe she buay song you.. and still continue to call.. my acting skills is not so good right....
哼... Friday Night
Yes its friday night.... and i'm super duper DL now... why? cos i'm still in the stupid opic... i shld be at my friend's ROM dinner.. but i'm not.. cos i have such good clients that keep pushing and pushing me to get things done.. like they are the only clients in the whole world and i only need to attend to them.. how i wish things are like tat... and on top of tat? my good boss want me to make changes to some nitty gritty details for a demo... will really changing a bit of UI increase ur chance of getting the deal? does it really make so much of a difference? and you want to squeeze everything in one page and u are asking me to increase the button size? wat crap.... and to sweeten the whole matter... u din't tell me u need it urgently until 6:00pm and u tell me u want it by monday morning?! like pushing to 10a.m. is such a sacrifice you have to make...
and yes.. i purposely show u a black face.. i purposely don't give you face infront of the juniors... i noe it reflect badly on me.... and on you... but i don't care.. cos i'm super fed-up... i can't and don't want to control at all... i just want to do watever i want... i don't care....
really very tmd buay tahan....
and yes.. i purposely show u a black face.. i purposely don't give you face infront of the juniors... i noe it reflect badly on me.... and on you... but i don't care.. cos i'm super fed-up... i can't and don't want to control at all... i just want to do watever i want... i don't care....
really very tmd buay tahan....
Thursday, March 17, 2005
My Sister Keeper
Hahaha.. book review again.. i dunno why i like to do book reviews when my book review is so damn lousy.. but i just love it.. i like to write down what have touch my heart when reading a book...
It has been a long long time since i last picked up an english novel to read... this few years i have been reading chinese books, cos english books (correction.. library english books) just don't appeal to me... i think the last english book i have read is Torrey Hadden's "The Zoo Boy"? or something like tat.. a book i borrowed from Jo to read... I very heavy hearted book which i don't really enjoy.. the english book before tat? Shld be Harry Potter and the Order of Phoneix... being a potter fan, of course i quite enjoy the book though its a disappointment as compare to the previous potter(s)... anyway so after so long i finally picked up this book from borders because the cover appeal to me.. ha.. yes the first thing tat capture me was the "baby girl" on the cover.. then the synopsis.. i was glad i bought the book cos i really really enjoyed it... finally i have found another author whom i really like after ditching Dean Koonz and John Saul some 8 years back...
My Sister Keeper talks about how a child is being born to save the life of her sister... her sister suffered from lukemia, but her elder brother is not a match donor... as a result, their parents decide to conceive a designer baby to help save the life of this sister. At first the parents tot the cord blood would be enuff.. however, it din't help.. as a result their youngest child have to go through thousands and thousands of medical treatments to help her sister... to keep her sister alive... but one day she decide to sue her parents and to claim the rights of her "body" back.. so she can refuse to donate any part of her body to her sister... so this whole book evolves around the case, highlighting the family members feeling throughout the case and also throughout the period where the 2nd child was sick...
The story have an unexpected ending.. sad but true... i teared when i read the book.. there is scenarios in the book which i sympathise with Anna (the 3rd child)... particularly in the chapter where the father start to realise that they have been focusing too much in her sister or spending too much time at work to escape reality that he unintenationally left out Anna. Din't hear what she has to say... it reminds me of myself... there are times where i felt left out... i guess all of us do in some part of our life.. and the feeling is just sooooo bad..... but this is part of life we just have to get used to it.. i also try to avoid things like this happening ard me.. but sometime situation do not allow me to do tat, i'm just helpless as wat i can do... sometime i just din't realise i'm leaving someone out... but when i start to realise, i try to make up.. but obviously i noe it can't be make up in anyway... sighz.. tats life.. wat is done cannot be undone.. wats over cannot be return back...
anyway... i highly recommend this book.. they way the author writes the book let you see things in different perspective... let u have a new light to a situation.. and her writings always prompt u to read on and can't bear to put down the book...
and guess wat... i just went to Taka Kino to buy 2 more of her books back (actually wanted to buy more.. but the remaining 2 books by her only left with 1 copy and is not in very good condition.. so i decide to wait and see.. if i can't get from kino i still have borders.. at most pay a higher price...).. i have started reading the first book on the way back home.. i noe i have a lot of books i haven't read... those books i bought back from TW i haven't even finish 1/2.. but i just love her books.. so i can't help... and i noe i'm super broke.. but like they say.. books are an investment... so i'm investing.. its not $ wasted... okie.. book wrapping time... =P
*p.s... shir.. u shld go to taka kino.. they have a whole shelve of Net novels... but obviously they are more ex then taiwan.. but better then nothing lah... plus i have 10% discount.. hehehee... oh yeah i hereby annouce i have the kino card.. so if anybody want to buy books and kino can look for me.. i give you 5% i earn the remaining 5%.. hahaa.. just joking.. but if you buying books / magazine at kino let me know.. i will be willing to lend u my card... just to make my $21 worth... =)
It has been a long long time since i last picked up an english novel to read... this few years i have been reading chinese books, cos english books (correction.. library english books) just don't appeal to me... i think the last english book i have read is Torrey Hadden's "The Zoo Boy"? or something like tat.. a book i borrowed from Jo to read... I very heavy hearted book which i don't really enjoy.. the english book before tat? Shld be Harry Potter and the Order of Phoneix... being a potter fan, of course i quite enjoy the book though its a disappointment as compare to the previous potter(s)... anyway so after so long i finally picked up this book from borders because the cover appeal to me.. ha.. yes the first thing tat capture me was the "baby girl" on the cover.. then the synopsis.. i was glad i bought the book cos i really really enjoyed it... finally i have found another author whom i really like after ditching Dean Koonz and John Saul some 8 years back...
My Sister Keeper talks about how a child is being born to save the life of her sister... her sister suffered from lukemia, but her elder brother is not a match donor... as a result, their parents decide to conceive a designer baby to help save the life of this sister. At first the parents tot the cord blood would be enuff.. however, it din't help.. as a result their youngest child have to go through thousands and thousands of medical treatments to help her sister... to keep her sister alive... but one day she decide to sue her parents and to claim the rights of her "body" back.. so she can refuse to donate any part of her body to her sister... so this whole book evolves around the case, highlighting the family members feeling throughout the case and also throughout the period where the 2nd child was sick...
The story have an unexpected ending.. sad but true... i teared when i read the book.. there is scenarios in the book which i sympathise with Anna (the 3rd child)... particularly in the chapter where the father start to realise that they have been focusing too much in her sister or spending too much time at work to escape reality that he unintenationally left out Anna. Din't hear what she has to say... it reminds me of myself... there are times where i felt left out... i guess all of us do in some part of our life.. and the feeling is just sooooo bad..... but this is part of life we just have to get used to it.. i also try to avoid things like this happening ard me.. but sometime situation do not allow me to do tat, i'm just helpless as wat i can do... sometime i just din't realise i'm leaving someone out... but when i start to realise, i try to make up.. but obviously i noe it can't be make up in anyway... sighz.. tats life.. wat is done cannot be undone.. wats over cannot be return back...
anyway... i highly recommend this book.. they way the author writes the book let you see things in different perspective... let u have a new light to a situation.. and her writings always prompt u to read on and can't bear to put down the book...
and guess wat... i just went to Taka Kino to buy 2 more of her books back (actually wanted to buy more.. but the remaining 2 books by her only left with 1 copy and is not in very good condition.. so i decide to wait and see.. if i can't get from kino i still have borders.. at most pay a higher price...).. i have started reading the first book on the way back home.. i noe i have a lot of books i haven't read... those books i bought back from TW i haven't even finish 1/2.. but i just love her books.. so i can't help... and i noe i'm super broke.. but like they say.. books are an investment... so i'm investing.. its not $ wasted... okie.. book wrapping time... =P
*p.s... shir.. u shld go to taka kino.. they have a whole shelve of Net novels... but obviously they are more ex then taiwan.. but better then nothing lah... plus i have 10% discount.. hehehee... oh yeah i hereby annouce i have the kino card.. so if anybody want to buy books and kino can look for me.. i give you 5% i earn the remaining 5%.. hahaa.. just joking.. but if you buying books / magazine at kino let me know.. i will be willing to lend u my card... just to make my $21 worth... =)
Doggie.. u okie?
I'm feeling very very uneasy now... All this because of a dog... This morning when walking to the MRT, I bypass this small "park" and I saw a small dog... it first caught my attention because its a dog... i'm a dog lover... then i realise that it does not have a leash on it.. i tot maybe the owner is somewhere near... but as i walk closer i realise he (i assume its a he) does not have a dog collar... hmmm.. this is a bit weird... i look around to see if there is anybody looking after the dog... there were some pple sitting at the bench i'm not sure if he belongs to them.. then as i walk pass i realise that one of his leg is broken... he almost slip and fell... i was still pitying him.. then when i walk further i tot just occur to me.. is he abondon? i quickly turn around and see if there is anybody looking after him... i feel like running back and carry the dog away.. call my dad call or my boss to send me and the dog to the vet... but i din't.. cos i'm still hoping that there is somebody who is actually looking after him... when i turn back again i saw a lady "talking" to him.. but i don't think he belongs to her as i noe the lady was walking behind me just now.. and she is all dress to work.. can't be bringing the dog... wat is she going to do to the dog? i think she is a nice person (by intuition).. but does she noe wat to do? will she send the dog to spca.. if she does i think he will be put to sleep.. cos there are just too many abondon dogs and most pple will not want to adopt a limp dog... how... i have indirectly cause the death of a dog...
i just pray and hope that he is still around.. roaming in the "park"... if i go home i still see him there i will carry him home... i will.. against the protest of my mum... i will.. i can't just let him risk dying there.. i can't i can't... doggie you wait for me okie... please....
i just pray and hope that he is still around.. roaming in the "park"... if i go home i still see him there i will carry him home... i will.. against the protest of my mum... i will.. i can't just let him risk dying there.. i can't i can't... doggie you wait for me okie... please....
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Alive Concert
聽了後有點失望... 失望的是原來影響出現了那麼多的問題... 根本沒有辦法呈現當天的感覺... 而且... 而且... 約翰藍儂還唱錯歌詞... 我知道不能怪他... 這也不是什麼新鮮的事.. 只是還是有點小失望... 不過我會用記憶來填補這失望... 希望4月能再一次聽到... 我真的希望....
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
John Lennon
我有多喜歡五月天的<<約翰藍儂>>?
今天在回家的路上我一直在聽<<約翰藍儂>>... 一直聽一直聽... 同一首歌我聽了45分鐘.... 我這麼做有兩個原因.
1. 我想知道我是不是真的很喜歡這首歌, 還是那是因為那是五月天的歌.
2. 我想把歌詞記起來.
結果? 我確定我是喜歡這首歌的. 因為45分鐘不斷的聽, 我還沒對這首歌產生厭倦感.... 我還是很喜歡... 而且每一次聽都覺得有新的體會 (好啦, 沒那麼誇張... 不是每次... 是每幾次)... 而且我好像越來越喜歡這首歌... 我記得我第一次有印象的聽到Live版本的<<約翰藍儂>>是在Alive Concert... 那是一個難忘的記憶... 我當時真的感動到想哭.. 因為當時的身心是如此疲憊... 可是當他們卻選唱了我最喜歡的歌... 我就覺得我是如此的幸福... 能聽到Live的版本... 其實幸福真的可以很簡單...
不過, 經過了45分鐘的"練習"... 我還是沒把歌詞記下來.. 真的好難... 意思大概在.. 可是確實的歌詞卻沒記起來... 可能是人老了.. 記憶力衰退了... 不認老都不行...
今天在回家的路上我一直在聽<<約翰藍儂>>... 一直聽一直聽... 同一首歌我聽了45分鐘.... 我這麼做有兩個原因.
1. 我想知道我是不是真的很喜歡這首歌, 還是那是因為那是五月天的歌.
2. 我想把歌詞記起來.
結果? 我確定我是喜歡這首歌的. 因為45分鐘不斷的聽, 我還沒對這首歌產生厭倦感.... 我還是很喜歡... 而且每一次聽都覺得有新的體會 (好啦, 沒那麼誇張... 不是每次... 是每幾次)... 而且我好像越來越喜歡這首歌... 我記得我第一次有印象的聽到Live版本的<<約翰藍儂>>是在Alive Concert... 那是一個難忘的記憶... 我當時真的感動到想哭.. 因為當時的身心是如此疲憊... 可是當他們卻選唱了我最喜歡的歌... 我就覺得我是如此的幸福... 能聽到Live的版本... 其實幸福真的可以很簡單...
不過, 經過了45分鐘的"練習"... 我還是沒把歌詞記下來.. 真的好難... 意思大概在.. 可是確實的歌詞卻沒記起來... 可能是人老了.. 記憶力衰退了... 不認老都不行...
Sunday, March 13, 2005
A Happy Day
Today is really a happy day... First I switch off my handphone last night.. determined not to let any phone calls disturb my sleep until i wake up this morning.. hehehe... so i had a good night rest.. waking up feeling good... cos i noe of the events coming up the day.. hhehee... after i woke up.. went to do my household chores and wait for my dad to pick us up to go to the IT show and Hong Xing (yes.. hong xing.. finally after like 3 weeks... hahahaaahaha)
The journey to the IT show was uneventful until we are outside suntec... there is a jam.. and everybody is queueing to get into suntec car park.. particularly the convention center one.. my godz... and dad was cursing and swearing about the traffic... and this driver who think he is very great driving a benz (dunno why benz driver always think they very big... everybody have to give in to them...)... when we finally get into the car park.. there was no lots although the carpark was not full... we went quite a few rounds.. and finally got a lot thanks to the carpark attendent of Suntec... who allow us to use the "repair" lots...
then here comes the "kua zhang" part... the IT show is suppose to start at 12pm... but when we reach there 10 mins before 12.. the place is already pack with pple... all waiting to "chong" in... lucky my sis smart enuff to get her colleague to get her inside before the show start.. else i think the queueing is like duhz.... so when the door open.. everybody chong into the hall.. aiming particularly i think the Starhub and Creative booth... horrible queues... so my sis is 3rd in the queue for Starhub... but we bloody hell waited for like about 20 minutes in the queue.. cos starhub is sooooooo smart... it get a lot of staff to work at the front desk to do the processing.. but only have 1 bloody laptop to check out the user's records... so took bloody long to process... this is so smart of them... but finally i get everything done with and get my new cable modem and my XBox redemption letter.. yes 1 week later i will have an Xbox lying in my room.. waiting for a TV to join it... hahaa.. (my dad has agreed to let me has his TV while he take mine.. just to let me play XBox.. haha.. thanks dad.. although i noe u can't see this.. =P)
after which i walk over to show my dad the Canon Viewcam... he has been asking me to go look.. he interested.. so i purposely bring him there to say.. so after some phsycho-ing by the sales we set on this MVX250i... but dun dare to buy yet.. cos dunno if sis got cheaper lobang from harvey norman... so we went down to check with her as she is downstairs waiting to swap our cable tv set top box to a digital one... she make some phone calls... and conclusion is IT show will have more freebies so can buy.. okie up we went to buy the viewcam... purposely leaving my mum outside to read her papers.. (else she sure nag)... so now the baby is beside me charging its batt.. hahaa.. i can put it to good use in April... 18X optical zoom.. hmmm... there is one 22X zoom but the quality is lousy so i opt for the better quality one... =P
after all this queue-ing and buying we left suntec at about 2pm... and make our way to Hong Xing... and i finally get to eat my Dim Sum.. yum yum yum.. some of the food is not really fantastic cos its cold already.. think we came too late.. the dim sum ends at 3pm... so a lot of food shld be sometime ago liao... but i had MANGO pudding to end the meal.. hahaa... yum yum.. yesterday is MANGO beancurd... today MANGO pudding... hahaaa... someone must be very angry when reading this... hehehehe...
then my dad drives us home on the way i bypass Queenstown library... i haven't seen the library for about 8 years liao... last time is in secondary school... i mean memories just flood back to me.. i remember the first library i went is Queenstown library.. my mum brought us there... there were so many memories i have with the library... but nvr got a chance to go back there anymore... we also bypass tanglin halt market... another place full of memories.. i use to go there when i was in sec 1 and 2 as its just behind my school.. i remember the Fried Hokkien Mee and ice-kacang is really really goooood.... hmmmm yum yum....
when i reach home.. i set up the new digital set top box... and my modem.. the set top box took me sometime but the modem is so simple.. just plug it into my wireless router and tata its there... so the first thing i test is to download OK'La.... super fast.. hahaa.... so shiok....
now i'm suffering from a headache.. not sure if its because of the hectic.. or because of the wireless.. shld not be the wireless cos opic also use wireless but is okie.. so shld be okie bah... anyway an enjoyable day.. can't wait to lay my hands on the view cam... and next week my Xbox... muaahahaaha.. =)
The journey to the IT show was uneventful until we are outside suntec... there is a jam.. and everybody is queueing to get into suntec car park.. particularly the convention center one.. my godz... and dad was cursing and swearing about the traffic... and this driver who think he is very great driving a benz (dunno why benz driver always think they very big... everybody have to give in to them...)... when we finally get into the car park.. there was no lots although the carpark was not full... we went quite a few rounds.. and finally got a lot thanks to the carpark attendent of Suntec... who allow us to use the "repair" lots...
then here comes the "kua zhang" part... the IT show is suppose to start at 12pm... but when we reach there 10 mins before 12.. the place is already pack with pple... all waiting to "chong" in... lucky my sis smart enuff to get her colleague to get her inside before the show start.. else i think the queueing is like duhz.... so when the door open.. everybody chong into the hall.. aiming particularly i think the Starhub and Creative booth... horrible queues... so my sis is 3rd in the queue for Starhub... but we bloody hell waited for like about 20 minutes in the queue.. cos starhub is sooooooo smart... it get a lot of staff to work at the front desk to do the processing.. but only have 1 bloody laptop to check out the user's records... so took bloody long to process... this is so smart of them... but finally i get everything done with and get my new cable modem and my XBox redemption letter.. yes 1 week later i will have an Xbox lying in my room.. waiting for a TV to join it... hahaa.. (my dad has agreed to let me has his TV while he take mine.. just to let me play XBox.. haha.. thanks dad.. although i noe u can't see this.. =P)
after which i walk over to show my dad the Canon Viewcam... he has been asking me to go look.. he interested.. so i purposely bring him there to say.. so after some phsycho-ing by the sales we set on this MVX250i... but dun dare to buy yet.. cos dunno if sis got cheaper lobang from harvey norman... so we went down to check with her as she is downstairs waiting to swap our cable tv set top box to a digital one... she make some phone calls... and conclusion is IT show will have more freebies so can buy.. okie up we went to buy the viewcam... purposely leaving my mum outside to read her papers.. (else she sure nag)... so now the baby is beside me charging its batt.. hahaa.. i can put it to good use in April... 18X optical zoom.. hmmm... there is one 22X zoom but the quality is lousy so i opt for the better quality one... =P
after all this queue-ing and buying we left suntec at about 2pm... and make our way to Hong Xing... and i finally get to eat my Dim Sum.. yum yum yum.. some of the food is not really fantastic cos its cold already.. think we came too late.. the dim sum ends at 3pm... so a lot of food shld be sometime ago liao... but i had MANGO pudding to end the meal.. hahaa... yum yum.. yesterday is MANGO beancurd... today MANGO pudding... hahaaa... someone must be very angry when reading this... hehehehe...
then my dad drives us home on the way i bypass Queenstown library... i haven't seen the library for about 8 years liao... last time is in secondary school... i mean memories just flood back to me.. i remember the first library i went is Queenstown library.. my mum brought us there... there were so many memories i have with the library... but nvr got a chance to go back there anymore... we also bypass tanglin halt market... another place full of memories.. i use to go there when i was in sec 1 and 2 as its just behind my school.. i remember the Fried Hokkien Mee and ice-kacang is really really goooood.... hmmmm yum yum....
when i reach home.. i set up the new digital set top box... and my modem.. the set top box took me sometime but the modem is so simple.. just plug it into my wireless router and tata its there... so the first thing i test is to download OK'La.... super fast.. hahaa.... so shiok....
now i'm suffering from a headache.. not sure if its because of the hectic.. or because of the wireless.. shld not be the wireless cos opic also use wireless but is okie.. so shld be okie bah... anyway an enjoyable day.. can't wait to lay my hands on the view cam... and next week my Xbox... muaahahaaha.. =)
Thursday, March 10, 2005
牽手
I know MYOB (mind mine own business)... but i just can't stand it.... was walking home yesterday and was crossing the road... then i saw this mother with her daughter and maid.. they first caught my attention because the daughter was asking some questions very loudly to her mum... which irritates me... cos i'm in a super stress mood and anything will just trigger me...
anyway, while we were crossing road (as we were jaywalking), i notice that it is the maid who is holding the hands of the daughter to lead her across the road... rather then the mum... the mum chose to hold on to her wallet and just walk across the road.. leaving the responsibility to the maid.... i mean come on your wallet is not even LV, even if it is you can still use your other hand to hold your daughter hand... i mean... that is not the responsibility of the maid.. its yours.... i mean its a way to show your love to your daughter... can you imagine when you are old and you need to cross the road... would you want your daughter to hold on to you and lead you across the road or rather get the maid to do it?
As asians we already have very little body contact with our family members... we don't hug... we don't kiss each other... are we going to give up this little holding of hands? what is the world coming to???
so... when was the last time you hold your mum or dad hand?
anyway, while we were crossing road (as we were jaywalking), i notice that it is the maid who is holding the hands of the daughter to lead her across the road... rather then the mum... the mum chose to hold on to her wallet and just walk across the road.. leaving the responsibility to the maid.... i mean come on your wallet is not even LV, even if it is you can still use your other hand to hold your daughter hand... i mean... that is not the responsibility of the maid.. its yours.... i mean its a way to show your love to your daughter... can you imagine when you are old and you need to cross the road... would you want your daughter to hold on to you and lead you across the road or rather get the maid to do it?
As asians we already have very little body contact with our family members... we don't hug... we don't kiss each other... are we going to give up this little holding of hands? what is the world coming to???
so... when was the last time you hold your mum or dad hand?
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
Coincidental?
Today while standing at a cross junction waiting for the stupid traffic lights to change, I saw a VW Beetle (metallic blue color) drive pass... then i comment to my colleague that when i look out of the window from office, I can see a lot of nice cars driving pass. Particularly I have seen a lot of beetle driving pass... until now i see beetle i don't feel the kick anymore (unless its my favourite yellow... no.. not the light yellow color.. but the brighter one.. something similar to that city cab color....). Then i say, but i hardly see my Mini Cooper driving pass (yes my mini... any mini cooper belongs to me.. hahaa.. cos without a mini cooper there won't be my existence.. haaha.. long story). At this very moment i happen to turn my head to see the on coming traffic, then i saw a black car driving towards me... then in my head i think it look like mini cooper... as in drove nearer, my jaw dropped.. cos its really a mini cooper... i must be staring hard at it with my jaw still drop.. cos i never expect a mini to drive pass (or i shld stay stop right in front of me, cos the traffic light change at this moment) me as i'm talking about it... i mean wat is the possibility of such things happen... mini cooper is so rare in singapore... the mini cooper is the retro black color... but i think its the newer design... it doesn't look tat retro.. and its the sporty kind with strips and i'm not sure if there is numbers... but still good looking... my mini cooper has always been good looking....
and when i walk pass the carpark next to my flat today i particularly went to watch out if the blue mini cooper is parked in the carpark... and there i saw it... this time the back of the car... finally i get to see its back.. previous two time is the front... so damn retro.. and i can see the owner take super good care of the car.. cos the car is so "gi luck gi luck".. meaning so super shining.... so chio.... i wonder which lucky chap in my block owns that car... maybe one day i shld station myself at the carpark to see who is the owner.. maybe its some handsome guy... muahaha... and one day when no one is ard... i will take out my handphone and start taking picture of it... that is how much i love mini cooper.... but when the f**king hell can i have the money to buy it... maybe in my next life bah.... =(
and when i walk pass the carpark next to my flat today i particularly went to watch out if the blue mini cooper is parked in the carpark... and there i saw it... this time the back of the car... finally i get to see its back.. previous two time is the front... so damn retro.. and i can see the owner take super good care of the car.. cos the car is so "gi luck gi luck".. meaning so super shining.... so chio.... i wonder which lucky chap in my block owns that car... maybe one day i shld station myself at the carpark to see who is the owner.. maybe its some handsome guy... muahaha... and one day when no one is ard... i will take out my handphone and start taking picture of it... that is how much i love mini cooper.... but when the f**king hell can i have the money to buy it... maybe in my next life bah.... =(
Monday, March 07, 2005
The end of Lip-Sync??
Saw in papers today that China (yes China) is considering to pass a law to disallow artiste to Lip Sync unless they announce that they are doing Lip Sync-ing... The reason being they find that a Lip Sync-ing artiste is a fake... its just like selling fake stuff.... hmmm... interesting.. this is so interesting... how I wish a similar law could be pass in SG also.... hmm.... Imagine the artiste(s) that will be affected... hiak hiak hiak....
Thursday, March 03, 2005
lang sui qi jiao bian gong guay (read in hokkien)
人衰養鳥變公?...
how can 1183.1 > 1183.1 return me true??? dunno maths izzit.. it should return false... stupid.... bugs bugs bugs!!! bugs in PHP!!!!!
how can 1183.1 > 1183.1 return me true??? dunno maths izzit.. it should return false... stupid.... bugs bugs bugs!!! bugs in PHP!!!!!
手放開
又一首讓我感動的歌... 芭拉, 但是卻是那麼真實....
手放開
曲：方文良 詞：方文良 唱:李聖傑
我把自己關起來只留下一個陽台
每當天黑推開城門對著夜幕發呆
看著往事 一幕一幕 再次演出你我的愛
我把電視機打開聽著聽著別人的對白
也許那些事情可以給我一個交代
你要的愛 我學不來
眼睜睜看情變壞 眼睜睜看情感慨
不能給你未來 我還你現在
安靜結束也是另一種對待 當眼淚留下來
傷已悄在 分開也是另一種明白
我給你最好的疼愛是手放開
不要一張雙人床中間隔著一片海
感情的污點就留給時間慢慢漂白
把愛收進胸前左邊口袋 最好的疼愛是手放開
不想用言語拉扯所以選擇不責怪
感情就像候車月台 有人走就有人來
我的心是一個車牌 寫著等待
我把收音機打開聽著別人的失敗
哽咽的聲音彷彿訴說著相同悲哀
你的依賴 還在胸懷
我無法輕易推開 我無法隨便走開
感情中專心的人容易被傷害
(也許這應該是我必須學的... 學這把手放開... 放開他和他們...)
手放開
曲：方文良 詞：方文良 唱:李聖傑
我把自己關起來只留下一個陽台
每當天黑推開城門對著夜幕發呆
看著往事 一幕一幕 再次演出你我的愛
我把電視機打開聽著聽著別人的對白
也許那些事情可以給我一個交代
你要的愛 我學不來
眼睜睜看情變壞 眼睜睜看情感慨
不能給你未來 我還你現在
安靜結束也是另一種對待 當眼淚留下來
傷已悄在 分開也是另一種明白
我給你最好的疼愛是手放開
不要一張雙人床中間隔著一片海
感情的污點就留給時間慢慢漂白
把愛收進胸前左邊口袋 最好的疼愛是手放開
不想用言語拉扯所以選擇不責怪
感情就像候車月台 有人走就有人來
我的心是一個車牌 寫著等待
我把收音機打開聽著別人的失敗
哽咽的聲音彷彿訴說著相同悲哀
你的依賴 還在胸懷
我無法輕易推開 我無法隨便走開
感情中專心的人容易被傷害
(也許這應該是我必須學的... 學這把手放開... 放開他和他們...)
Monday, February 28, 2005
My Cute BIL
I find this really cute... this is a conversion between me and my BIL yesterday... he came to my house to borrow CD to listen....
BIL: (After flipping through my cds and cannot find a thing he ask) 妳有"信樂團"的CD嗎?
Me: 我不聽他們的歌的...
BIL: 是不是喜歡"五月天"的人都不喜歡"信樂團"?
Me: errr.... 不是吧... 雖然有很多都不喜歡...
BIL: 我以為像Man U 和 Liverpool 的fans一樣... 喜歡Man U的就不喜歡Liverpool... 所以喜歡"五月天"就不喜歡"信樂團"....
Me: (三條線)... 不是這樣啦... 是因為他們不創作怎麼能算樂團... 虧你想的出這種link....
BIL: 哦... 我還以為...
(我完全被打敗的繼續三條線...)
P.S... then md is liverpool or man U?
BIL: (After flipping through my cds and cannot find a thing he ask) 妳有"信樂團"的CD嗎?
Me: 我不聽他們的歌的...
BIL: 是不是喜歡"五月天"的人都不喜歡"信樂團"?
Me: errr.... 不是吧... 雖然有很多都不喜歡...
BIL: 我以為像Man U 和 Liverpool 的fans一樣... 喜歡Man U的就不喜歡Liverpool... 所以喜歡"五月天"就不喜歡"信樂團"....
Me: (三條線)... 不是這樣啦... 是因為他們不創作怎麼能算樂團... 虧你想的出這種link....
BIL: 哦... 我還以為...
(我完全被打敗的繼續三條線...)
P.S... then md is liverpool or man U?
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Headache
I woke up with a heavy head this morning... and soon it turn into headache and migraine... i think it all started last nite.. i dunno what happen.. as i was sleeping i suddenly wake up feeling fustrated... and i wasn't even dreaming (at least not that i remember)... i try to continue with my sleep but i can't... some funny tots keep popping into my head causing me to be very very fustrated... i put on my yoga cd trying to calm my nerves down.. but it din't help much.. i keep drifting to sleep and then will suddenly jerk awake feeling the fustration...
after a few times, i start to realise my head is very heavy.... i noe i'm sure to develop a headache the next day, which make me even more fustrated... this is the first time such a thing happen to me... i dunno why.. is it because i'm under tremendous stress? i dunno... i just hope it doesn't happen to me again tonite.. else i will have a bad week...
to make matter worst... my sis came home early morning and woke me up... and i can't fall back to sleep... so i drag myself up and did my chores... i also have to drag myself to accompany my mum to GIANT... cos its i jio her one... and i make myself promise to spend more time with her.. it has been a long long time since i last went out with her... even this year chinese new year shopping she bought it herself.. when in the past i will do it with her... so by hook or by crook i still drag myself out...
but it was an enjoyable trip... we walk to the new Pioneer Mall... and we walk the wrong way (actually i bring her the wrong way lah)... but we by pass this temple that is just behind our flats.. but we hardly by pass it... this time round when we walk pass we had a good look and realise that the temple is actually quite good looking... the deco and everything makes it look great... nvr think will find such a good looking temple at a neighbourhood... and this temple actually belongs to my friend's ah gong....
after the trip out.. i think my migraine was getting better... but as i sit infront of the computer and start doing my stuff i feel it again... is it that i have form a phsycological barrier with PC... face too much PC until i scared? hmmm.. if it is true then i cham liao... my profession require me to face the stupid light emiting "smart" brain everyday... how? anybody got rich guy wanna recommend to me so i can be tai tai and no need to work???
i need to go to bed liao.. need to rest well... and hope the migraine will go away... please go away.... you have to go away.... you better go away... if you don't go away.. i will... i will... i will.... i can't do anything.. =(
after a few times, i start to realise my head is very heavy.... i noe i'm sure to develop a headache the next day, which make me even more fustrated... this is the first time such a thing happen to me... i dunno why.. is it because i'm under tremendous stress? i dunno... i just hope it doesn't happen to me again tonite.. else i will have a bad week...
to make matter worst... my sis came home early morning and woke me up... and i can't fall back to sleep... so i drag myself up and did my chores... i also have to drag myself to accompany my mum to GIANT... cos its i jio her one... and i make myself promise to spend more time with her.. it has been a long long time since i last went out with her... even this year chinese new year shopping she bought it herself.. when in the past i will do it with her... so by hook or by crook i still drag myself out...
but it was an enjoyable trip... we walk to the new Pioneer Mall... and we walk the wrong way (actually i bring her the wrong way lah)... but we by pass this temple that is just behind our flats.. but we hardly by pass it... this time round when we walk pass we had a good look and realise that the temple is actually quite good looking... the deco and everything makes it look great... nvr think will find such a good looking temple at a neighbourhood... and this temple actually belongs to my friend's ah gong....
after the trip out.. i think my migraine was getting better... but as i sit infront of the computer and start doing my stuff i feel it again... is it that i have form a phsycological barrier with PC... face too much PC until i scared? hmmm.. if it is true then i cham liao... my profession require me to face the stupid light emiting "smart" brain everyday... how? anybody got rich guy wanna recommend to me so i can be tai tai and no need to work???
i need to go to bed liao.. need to rest well... and hope the migraine will go away... please go away.... you have to go away.... you better go away... if you don't go away.. i will... i will... i will.... i can't do anything.. =(
Saturday, February 26, 2005
Friends
雖然你脾氣壞 對待朋友又差 凸槌又更愛牽拖
佳在你遇到我 不愛計較的我 算你壞人有好命
我記得'友'人曾經在我的聖誕卡上寫下<<垃圾車>>的歌詞. 我當時看了第一個反應是她想說什麼. 是上面的兩句話嗎? 我想她應該不是那個意思, 她只是想說她很珍惜我們的友誼. 可是當時我的第一個反應是, 我有脾氣壞, 對她差嗎? 我當時其實想, 對她我應該已經很認讓了... 其實那當然不是真的. 我很清楚我自己的脾氣... 是一只牛... 固執的要命... 脾氣也是暴躁的... 當然她發起脾氣來也不是好惹的...
可是我們往往都只記得別人發脾氣的時候, 別人對自己差的時候, 卻忘了自己也有犯下同樣的錯誤. 當你在覺得你在遷就別人的時候, 別人也同樣在遷就你. 你有冷靜的去感覺嗎? 其實做朋友真的不能計較太多. 不能老是想這為什麼是我讓步而不是對方. 為什麼要委屈自己. 如果硬是要這樣想, 只會讓自己活的很辛苦, 讓自己身邊的朋友越來越少. 笑笑的, 讓一切過去不是很好嗎?
當然說的容易, 做起來真的很難. 我自己也辦不到. 不過起碼我往這方面努力, 時時提醒自己. <<垃圾車>>這首歌很多人會唱 (連我那不聽五月天歌的姊夫都會), 可是有多少人真的能做到像歌裡的那個人一樣, 不去計較呢?
佳在你遇到我 不愛計較的我 算你壞人有好命
我記得'友'人曾經在我的聖誕卡上寫下<<垃圾車>>的歌詞. 我當時看了第一個反應是她想說什麼. 是上面的兩句話嗎? 我想她應該不是那個意思, 她只是想說她很珍惜我們的友誼. 可是當時我的第一個反應是, 我有脾氣壞, 對她差嗎? 我當時其實想, 對她我應該已經很認讓了... 其實那當然不是真的. 我很清楚我自己的脾氣... 是一只牛... 固執的要命... 脾氣也是暴躁的... 當然她發起脾氣來也不是好惹的...
可是我們往往都只記得別人發脾氣的時候, 別人對自己差的時候, 卻忘了自己也有犯下同樣的錯誤. 當你在覺得你在遷就別人的時候, 別人也同樣在遷就你. 你有冷靜的去感覺嗎? 其實做朋友真的不能計較太多. 不能老是想這為什麼是我讓步而不是對方. 為什麼要委屈自己. 如果硬是要這樣想, 只會讓自己活的很辛苦, 讓自己身邊的朋友越來越少. 笑笑的, 讓一切過去不是很好嗎?
當然說的容易, 做起來真的很難. 我自己也辦不到. 不過起碼我往這方面努力, 時時提醒自己. <<垃圾車>>這首歌很多人會唱 (連我那不聽五月天歌的姊夫都會), 可是有多少人真的能做到像歌裡的那個人一樣, 不去計較呢?
Friday, February 25, 2005
梅子綠茶
This is the brand of plum green tea that I look high and low for... even requested Shir's friend to help me buy 2 box back from TW... and guess wat... today Ti Gong really Po Pi me.... my friend who love this green tea more then me... went to google to search for the brand... and they actually have a website.... tat is not all.... they have a singapore branch... and the best thing? the branch is just one street away from my opic.... so after lunch we walk over to find... and yes the pic you see is my today "zhan li ping"... is bought in singapore.... muhahaahahahaa..... this is to help me not miss taiwan sooooooo much.... if only i can find my Ping Guo Niu Nai that will be even better... and also my dou hua... muah chee... ke li bing.... arghhhhh.......
Ti Gong Po Bi
Ti gong po bi I today everything shun shun li li.... wu jing wu xian reach 6pm... The garfield please don't call and bug me... just leave me alone to do my work...
Today for the first time in my life i call up my client to push back a deadline.. cos i really cannot finish it and i don't want to push myself to hard... I try to finish as much as i can bah.. but today is friday.. so super friday mood.. finally after 1 week can rest well liao... i hope so... i want to sleep until "zi ran xing" tml and also on sunday.... i want to get back all the sleep i miss this few weeks...
got some plans for weekend to stay at home and complete my personal things.. have to continue doing sis wedding montage.. have a program to help someone do... hmm... maybe by middle of day i so sianz until i just sleep and sleep.. muahahahaa.. =P
anyway i have to wait another week before i can eat my Hong Xing.... all because my brother has class on sunday morning... so have to delay to next saturday... but shld be in the afternoon.. so i can still sleep late.. ahahahaa... trying to zi wo an wei....
if after reading this blog you find it weird.. its okie.. cos i dunno wat i'm blogging also... just so sianz so writting rubbish... muahaha... crazy fellow... yeah i have always been one... ;D
Today for the first time in my life i call up my client to push back a deadline.. cos i really cannot finish it and i don't want to push myself to hard... I try to finish as much as i can bah.. but today is friday.. so super friday mood.. finally after 1 week can rest well liao... i hope so... i want to sleep until "zi ran xing" tml and also on sunday.... i want to get back all the sleep i miss this few weeks...
got some plans for weekend to stay at home and complete my personal things.. have to continue doing sis wedding montage.. have a program to help someone do... hmm... maybe by middle of day i so sianz until i just sleep and sleep.. muahahahaa.. =P
anyway i have to wait another week before i can eat my Hong Xing.... all because my brother has class on sunday morning... so have to delay to next saturday... but shld be in the afternoon.. so i can still sleep late.. ahahahaa... trying to zi wo an wei....
if after reading this blog you find it weird.. its okie.. cos i dunno wat i'm blogging also... just so sianz so writting rubbish... muahaha... crazy fellow... yeah i have always been one... ;D
Thursday, February 24, 2005
I Hate
我討厭作工... 討厭老闆... 討厭死線 (deadline)... 討厭沒錢... 討厭加班...
我討厭不夠睡... 討厭不能睡到自然醒...
我討厭虛情假意... 討厭鉤心鬥角... 討厭奉承... 討厭無事不登三寶典... 討厭自私自利... 討厭沒公德心... 討厭背無原無故流血...
我討厭吃不到台北的豆花, 可力餅, 串燒, Muah Chee, 甜不辣... 討厭買不到便宜的書, 鞋, 包包和綺貞的CD... 討厭不能出國... 討厭沒錢出國...
我討厭新加坡的天氣... 討厭等不到德士(也就是計程車)... 討厭等地鐵... 討厭新加坡的車這麼貴... 討厭買不起Mini... 討厭不能養黃金獵犬...
我討厭商業化... 討厭生活的無奈... 討厭現實生活... 討厭他們被打擾...
我討厭虐兒... 討厭虐物... 討厭戰爭... 討厭天災... 討厭人禍... 討厭恐怖主義...
我討厭不夠睡... 討厭不能睡到自然醒...
我討厭虛情假意... 討厭鉤心鬥角... 討厭奉承... 討厭無事不登三寶典... 討厭自私自利... 討厭沒公德心... 討厭背無原無故流血...
我討厭吃不到台北的豆花, 可力餅, 串燒, Muah Chee, 甜不辣... 討厭買不到便宜的書, 鞋, 包包和綺貞的CD... 討厭不能出國... 討厭沒錢出國...
我討厭新加坡的天氣... 討厭等不到德士(也就是計程車)... 討厭等地鐵... 討厭新加坡的車這麼貴... 討厭買不起Mini... 討厭不能養黃金獵犬...
我討厭商業化... 討厭生活的無奈... 討厭現實生活... 討厭他們被打擾...
我討厭虐兒... 討厭虐物... 討厭戰爭... 討厭天災... 討厭人禍... 討厭恐怖主義...
Saturday, February 19, 2005
Sad Happy Day
Today is really a very funny day... 1st i'm feeling both happy and sad... happy because i manage to find 3 cds today... one is "greatest hits love psychedelico", another is cheer's "hai shi hui ji mo" and "groupies".... but i'm sad because they are super ex.. they costs me 19.9 + 18.88 + 20.9... with that amt of money i can by 4 cds at visma... but... visma don't have stock liao... and not bringing in.. wat to do... why tat time go taiwan ner think of buying.. stupid me... now got to spend so much....
then i very sad cos my mum told me they went to eat dim sum today with my relatives.. at Hong Xing... my godz.. hong xing leh... and on my dad's account.. how can i not be there.. why must i work... so to resolve this unhappiness i demand (yeah demand) my dad to treat me to dim sum at hong xing... and he agree.. but i have to wait for next sunday (i.e. still got 8 days to go) cos mum got to work this sunday... mum best get to eat both time... arghhh... but nvr mind at least i got hong xing to eat... muahahahaaaa..... hong xing hong xing... dim sum dim sum.. yum yum yum....
then the funniest thing that happen was.. jay is with hou pei chen... my godz... its like a weird combo.... jay is so music... pei chen is like although knowledgable but she noe nuts about music... from the way she interview md i noe... i mean she is good.. just that the combo looks weird... but in any case i think she is better then tat Cai Ling Ling.... i mean tat cai ling ling is like an ah lian.. i shld say super "hiao" ah lian... i admit some of her songs are good lah.. and she is hardworking.. but i can't help but feel that she keep using jay to attain her status now... so i really buay tahan... but luckily i'm not a fanatic of jay.... but deryl and jac (not me... but jaclyn) so sad your husband kenna snatch away liao... but at least its not jolin u all shld be happy bah... =P
then i very sad cos my mum told me they went to eat dim sum today with my relatives.. at Hong Xing... my godz.. hong xing leh... and on my dad's account.. how can i not be there.. why must i work... so to resolve this unhappiness i demand (yeah demand) my dad to treat me to dim sum at hong xing... and he agree.. but i have to wait for next sunday (i.e. still got 8 days to go) cos mum got to work this sunday... mum best get to eat both time... arghhh... but nvr mind at least i got hong xing to eat... muahahahaaaa..... hong xing hong xing... dim sum dim sum.. yum yum yum....
then the funniest thing that happen was.. jay is with hou pei chen... my godz... its like a weird combo.... jay is so music... pei chen is like although knowledgable but she noe nuts about music... from the way she interview md i noe... i mean she is good.. just that the combo looks weird... but in any case i think she is better then tat Cai Ling Ling.... i mean tat cai ling ling is like an ah lian.. i shld say super "hiao" ah lian... i admit some of her songs are good lah.. and she is hardworking.. but i can't help but feel that she keep using jay to attain her status now... so i really buay tahan... but luckily i'm not a fanatic of jay.... but deryl and jac (not me... but jaclyn) so sad your husband kenna snatch away liao... but at least its not jolin u all shld be happy bah... =P
Friday, February 18, 2005
Abalone at SGD4.9
Went to meet my friendster friend yesterday.. yupz its friendster friend.. got to know her through friendster... hahaha and I think she is the first friend i made because of MD.... we happen to be MD friends and she PM me and tat is how we get to know each other... and guess wat, we realise that we are actually quite similar in a lot of ways apart from MD... from our idols when we were kids... to Olanda Bloom to Zhang Xiao Xian... to be a saggi... we were like o.m.g how can we share so many things in common... and the most scary thing is yesterday while we are at Far East Jalan Jalan... which ever bag that i touch and look before she will also be looking at it.. i din't tell her tat cos she probably din't notice (cos she take more time to see one bag)... we even realise we have a common friend hahahaa... so interesting to see how we are actually linked....
anyway.. she brought me to this place to eat at Lucky Plaza... the food is actually quite nice.. very hong kong style... they serve abalone and shark fins (yucks)... i ate the set which has a baby abalone.. i really mean baby.. maybe the size of my thumb... but the noodles is actually quite nice... and i think its quite cheap... the set consists of chinese tea (duhz), noodles (chose between udon or guo tiao and the noodles is dry but with sauce and chili which taste like hei bi hiam), 3 stalks of xiao bai cai, 3 mushroom, some scallop bits and the baby abalone and white fungus for desert.. all for 4.9 with no plus... i find it rather cheap and good... think they have bigger abalones but the set will cost about $10... hmmmz... next time can really go there again.. the noodles is really not bad (although cannot compare to 10 fen qie zai mian) considering the price... hahaha....
so while eating we discuss about our f**king jobs, our trips overseas (pple go spain leh... so good.. sighz...), mediacorp (she happens to work in mediacorp, previously from channel U) ... actually majority of our time is spend talking about the all prestigious tv station of ours... and how well our so call e-news (zhou 5 yu le wang) is actually done.... of course we talk a bit on MD... again she throw me the question tat MD music is not like before.. and she make herself promise that she will not go all gaga over MD again... hmmzz.....
anyway she was telling me abt her experience at PS... she told me she went up to say just "Jia You" to all of them... then when she reach monster.. monster actually put down his pen... look into her eyes and say you too... she's thinking is it because of the thing she did that monster actually remember her... i mean she did something bad the other time at HMV... she gave monster a letter with a photo of her and MD and i think some TKZC photo also.. then she wrote behind the photo something like there is so many fans but how many do you actually remember.... so she start to think is it because of the letter that monster remember her.... ermm... actually i think there is possibility... as we all know monster have good memory.. beside she have done a 1 to 5 interview with them... so.... i really wonder...
so... after we finish our food.. we went far east jalan jalan.... but most of the shops were closing.. din't realise far east shop close so early.. it was like only 8+... so we got no choice but being force to go borders... and yes you guess it.. i bought another book again... so i have another book on my list to read.... but luckly my xiao yan jing abt to finish liaoz... so hopefully by next week i can start on this new book... hahaa.. that is my "kuan" buy and buy then by the time i start to read i probably loose interest... so die die also must start reading that book next week else waste money...
anyway.. she brought me to this place to eat at Lucky Plaza... the food is actually quite nice.. very hong kong style... they serve abalone and shark fins (yucks)... i ate the set which has a baby abalone.. i really mean baby.. maybe the size of my thumb... but the noodles is actually quite nice... and i think its quite cheap... the set consists of chinese tea (duhz), noodles (chose between udon or guo tiao and the noodles is dry but with sauce and chili which taste like hei bi hiam), 3 stalks of xiao bai cai, 3 mushroom, some scallop bits and the baby abalone and white fungus for desert.. all for 4.9 with no plus... i find it rather cheap and good... think they have bigger abalones but the set will cost about $10... hmmmz... next time can really go there again.. the noodles is really not bad (although cannot compare to 10 fen qie zai mian) considering the price... hahaha....
so while eating we discuss about our f**king jobs, our trips overseas (pple go spain leh... so good.. sighz...), mediacorp (she happens to work in mediacorp, previously from channel U) ... actually majority of our time is spend talking about the all prestigious tv station of ours... and how well our so call e-news (zhou 5 yu le wang) is actually done.... of course we talk a bit on MD... again she throw me the question tat MD music is not like before.. and she make herself promise that she will not go all gaga over MD again... hmmzz.....
anyway she was telling me abt her experience at PS... she told me she went up to say just "Jia You" to all of them... then when she reach monster.. monster actually put down his pen... look into her eyes and say you too... she's thinking is it because of the thing she did that monster actually remember her... i mean she did something bad the other time at HMV... she gave monster a letter with a photo of her and MD and i think some TKZC photo also.. then she wrote behind the photo something like there is so many fans but how many do you actually remember.... so she start to think is it because of the letter that monster remember her.... ermm... actually i think there is possibility... as we all know monster have good memory.. beside she have done a 1 to 5 interview with them... so.... i really wonder...
so... after we finish our food.. we went far east jalan jalan.... but most of the shops were closing.. din't realise far east shop close so early.. it was like only 8+... so we got no choice but being force to go borders... and yes you guess it.. i bought another book again... so i have another book on my list to read.... but luckly my xiao yan jing abt to finish liaoz... so hopefully by next week i can start on this new book... hahaa.. that is my "kuan" buy and buy then by the time i start to read i probably loose interest... so die die also must start reading that book next week else waste money...
Thursday, February 10, 2005
Sorry 又是五月天
很抱歉, 我又是要說五月天... 又是同一個話題...
前幾天我看了Qianhui的blog, 也讀了那位前五月天迷的Blog我就一直在想很多事情... 前幾天, 我和Jodie在看Cheer的專輯, 她說MD新系列的merchandise有點抄襲Cheer的Demo 001 (應該是001, 要不就002... 她指的是那些drawing)... 然後很緊張的說開玩笑... 很想會很怕我會極力袒護MD一樣....
我當時的第一個想法是, 原來我有表現出那麼迷戀MD... 迷戀到我沒有辦法做出判斷... 迷戀到沒有辦法接受別人對MD的批評... 其實, 我並不清楚我是不是已經瘋狂到那種地步... 我承認我是瘋的, 可是我有瘋到覺得MD所做的一切都是對的嗎?
老實說, 我真的不知道... 我切實覺得MD的歌, 和以前比起來真的很不一樣... 比較商業化比較悲慘... 可是我本來就是一個凡夫俗子, 我聽的本來就是商業化的音樂... 我不是那種聽不懂還假裝很懂的那些人... 很抱歉, 我是一個很Shallow的人, 而且我不覺得這樣有什麼不好... Shallow好過假仙吧... 而且, 我也覺得他們是因為環境的關係沒有辦法放懷的去做他們想做的事.. 只要他們還是很認真在做音樂, 不是只想錢, 人還是很謙虛很忠誠, 我想我還能接受...
這是不是自我欺騙... 欺騙自己喜歡的是他們的音樂而不是因為他們是五月天... 是不是我說的瘋到覺得只要是他們做的事都是對的... 其他人的批評都是錯的... 我不知道... 我也在找答案... 有沒有人知道答案的也可以告訴我... 告訴我, 為什麼我那麼喜歡五月天... 告訴我, 為什麼一個簡單的喜歡會變成那麼複雜.... <<你是誰 叫我狂戀 教我勇敢的挑戰全世界>>...
*插開一個話題... 剛在看他們的MTV DVD, 看到了他們在 <<嘿! 我要走了>> 的扭臀... 我想說, 怪獸你的臀變結實了... 要不然因為你的褲子越穿越緊... 哈哈... 沒辦法... 我是一個色鬼....
前幾天我看了Qianhui的blog, 也讀了那位前五月天迷的Blog我就一直在想很多事情... 前幾天, 我和Jodie在看Cheer的專輯, 她說MD新系列的merchandise有點抄襲Cheer的Demo 001 (應該是001, 要不就002... 她指的是那些drawing)... 然後很緊張的說開玩笑... 很想會很怕我會極力袒護MD一樣....
我當時的第一個想法是, 原來我有表現出那麼迷戀MD... 迷戀到我沒有辦法做出判斷... 迷戀到沒有辦法接受別人對MD的批評... 其實, 我並不清楚我是不是已經瘋狂到那種地步... 我承認我是瘋的, 可是我有瘋到覺得MD所做的一切都是對的嗎?
老實說, 我真的不知道... 我切實覺得MD的歌, 和以前比起來真的很不一樣... 比較商業化比較悲慘... 可是我本來就是一個凡夫俗子, 我聽的本來就是商業化的音樂... 我不是那種聽不懂還假裝很懂的那些人... 很抱歉, 我是一個很Shallow的人, 而且我不覺得這樣有什麼不好... Shallow好過假仙吧... 而且, 我也覺得他們是因為環境的關係沒有辦法放懷的去做他們想做的事.. 只要他們還是很認真在做音樂, 不是只想錢, 人還是很謙虛很忠誠, 我想我還能接受...
這是不是自我欺騙... 欺騙自己喜歡的是他們的音樂而不是因為他們是五月天... 是不是我說的瘋到覺得只要是他們做的事都是對的... 其他人的批評都是錯的... 我不知道... 我也在找答案... 有沒有人知道答案的也可以告訴我... 告訴我, 為什麼我那麼喜歡五月天... 告訴我, 為什麼一個簡單的喜歡會變成那麼複雜.... <<你是誰 叫我狂戀 教我勇敢的挑戰全世界>>...
*插開一個話題... 剛在看他們的MTV DVD, 看到了他們在 <<嘿! 我要走了>> 的扭臀... 我想說, 怪獸你的臀變結實了... 要不然因為你的褲子越穿越緊... 哈哈... 沒辦法... 我是一個色鬼....
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
Birth Code of 6 Dec
健康
12月6日出生的人總是為事業憂心如焚，過度鞭策自己。如果可能的話，應盡量避免以煙酒來解除壓力，因為這只會更加破壞循環系統、肺部和胃部的功能 (Please remind me to drink less beer... is this the reason why Ashin dun drink and dun smoke...)。這一天出生的人大多值 因為青少年時期的過度運動而導致日後關節方面的毛病，男性則有肌肉轉化成脂肪的現象 (ermm... is this happening to ashin now.. muahahaha... but i like him yuan yuan de rather then... sighz...)。因此，溫和的運動對於這一天出生的人比較適合的，過了40歲以後，更得留心控制自己的運動量 (運動量??? No need to control liaoz... i don't exercise now a days... still wait until 40 years 0ld...)。
建議
愛一個人，就要接受他的價值觀。不要終日勞碌，找時間休息以增加能量 (For Ashin and myself... sighz...)。堅守應有的道德倫理觀念。
優點
實用主義、領悟力高、多才藝。
缺點
過度干涉 (Hao Qi Bao Bao???)、不敏感、跋扈專權。
12月6日出生的人總是為事業憂心如焚，過度鞭策自己。如果可能的話，應盡量避免以煙酒來解除壓力，因為這只會更加破壞循環系統、肺部和胃部的功能 (Please remind me to drink less beer... is this the reason why Ashin dun drink and dun smoke...)。這一天出生的人大多值 因為青少年時期的過度運動而導致日後關節方面的毛病，男性則有肌肉轉化成脂肪的現象 (ermm... is this happening to ashin now.. muahahaha... but i like him yuan yuan de rather then... sighz...)。因此，溫和的運動對於這一天出生的人比較適合的，過了40歲以後，更得留心控制自己的運動量 (運動量??? No need to control liaoz... i don't exercise now a days... still wait until 40 years 0ld...)。
建議
愛一個人，就要接受他的價值觀。不要終日勞碌，找時間休息以增加能量 (For Ashin and myself... sighz...)。堅守應有的道德倫理觀念。
優點
實用主義、領悟力高、多才藝。
缺點
過度干涉 (Hao Qi Bao Bao???)、不敏感、跋扈專權。
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
幸福宣言
幸福是一早被工作的電話吵醒, 因為那證明我還有工作...
幸福是年除夕還要為工作而煩, 因為那證明我對公司的重要 (臭美)...
幸福是年除夕還要聽到老媽的嘮叨, 因為那證明她還很健康...
以上是勉強的幸福... 以下才是我真正感覺到的幸福...
幸福是可以和家人一起吃團圓飯
幸福是可以在吃完飯後, 轉台時看到我喜歡的5個圓滾滾的人(應該說4個, 因為老劉不算) 在台上又唱又跳 (跳不是跳舞的跳, 是崩崩跳跳的跳)
幸福是可以想起, 當初第一次看這發諾紅特輯時, 也是吃完火鍋後, 和一群好朋友一起看的.
幸福是可以看到有個幸福的男人在2萬人前面向一個幸福的女人求婚...
(說真的, 剛才吃完飯看到他們的特輯是我真的有幸福到想哭的感覺... 原來幸福可以這麼簡單...)
幸福是年除夕還要為工作而煩, 因為那證明我對公司的重要 (臭美)...
幸福是年除夕還要聽到老媽的嘮叨, 因為那證明她還很健康...
以上是勉強的幸福... 以下才是我真正感覺到的幸福...
幸福是可以和家人一起吃團圓飯
幸福是可以在吃完飯後, 轉台時看到我喜歡的5個圓滾滾的人(應該說4個, 因為老劉不算) 在台上又唱又跳 (跳不是跳舞的跳, 是崩崩跳跳的跳)
幸福是可以想起, 當初第一次看這發諾紅特輯時, 也是吃完火鍋後, 和一群好朋友一起看的.
幸福是可以看到有個幸福的男人在2萬人前面向一個幸福的女人求婚...
(說真的, 剛才吃完飯看到他們的特輯是我真的有幸福到想哭的感覺... 原來幸福可以這麼簡單...)
馬克
偶爾能忘記一些, 看不見一些, 也許, 人生就能不一樣. 氣死了, 世界還是沒改變.
This is taken from Momoko's book "小眼睛" part 1 story 1 "馬克" (mug)... She leads a very busy life... working day in day out.. she loves to make her friends happy but she gets angry very easily also... she's angry becoz of the society... becoz of a friend being cheated by man... and all sorts of things... these anger cause her to be sick... and in turn the sickness let her see the life she is leading and hence a turn in her attitude towards life...
I think Momoko is trying to protray part of herself in this story... she used to lead very busy life.. "過去, 她沒日沒夜地拼命工作, 為了成就感, 也為了賺更多的錢, 回頭想想, 放佛是撘上了子彈列車, 一直往前飆, 卻失去了欣賞沿路風景的機會. 她在工作上有不錯的成績, 卻在人生的其他部份, 繳了白卷." Is this the reason why she choose to slow down her career now and concentrate on her life?
Actually I think i'm like Mug in a certain way... or in a lot of way... i'm so bz day in day out... with my work (can't use the word career cos its a work to me)... but unlike her i'm not having any good results.. in fact i can't even see what lies ahead of me in my career path... i start to wonder what am i doing this few years slogging like hell but not getting wat i want.. but in the first place i have no idea what i want.. so who to blame but myself....
like Mug i get angry easily... whether be it for family, friends or myself... i start to wonder if one day i will be like her.. become sick becoz of anger... i have tried to take things easy... do things slowly to give myself space and time to breathe... but i'm still trying.. still trying very hard...
"原來, 與死神搏鬥不算什麼; 努力地活下去, 才真正需要勇氣."
This is taken from Momoko's book "小眼睛" part 1 story 1 "馬克" (mug)... She leads a very busy life... working day in day out.. she loves to make her friends happy but she gets angry very easily also... she's angry becoz of the society... becoz of a friend being cheated by man... and all sorts of things... these anger cause her to be sick... and in turn the sickness let her see the life she is leading and hence a turn in her attitude towards life...
I think Momoko is trying to protray part of herself in this story... she used to lead very busy life.. "過去, 她沒日沒夜地拼命工作, 為了成就感, 也為了賺更多的錢, 回頭想想, 放佛是撘上了子彈列車, 一直往前飆, 卻失去了欣賞沿路風景的機會. 她在工作上有不錯的成績, 卻在人生的其他部份, 繳了白卷." Is this the reason why she choose to slow down her career now and concentrate on her life?
Actually I think i'm like Mug in a certain way... or in a lot of way... i'm so bz day in day out... with my work (can't use the word career cos its a work to me)... but unlike her i'm not having any good results.. in fact i can't even see what lies ahead of me in my career path... i start to wonder what am i doing this few years slogging like hell but not getting wat i want.. but in the first place i have no idea what i want.. so who to blame but myself....
like Mug i get angry easily... whether be it for family, friends or myself... i start to wonder if one day i will be like her.. become sick becoz of anger... i have tried to take things easy... do things slowly to give myself space and time to breathe... but i'm still trying.. still trying very hard...
"原來, 與死神搏鬥不算什麼; 努力地活下去, 才真正需要勇氣."
Saturday, February 05, 2005
Norwegian Wood & 瘋狂世界
終於讀完了<挪威森林> 和 <瘋狂世界>... 讀了好久好久終於讀完了. 要謝謝 Jean 因為要不是她幫我借<挪威森林>, 我怎麼能用這麼長的時間把它好好讀完.
這也是我第一次同一時間讀兩本書... 結果? 我把角色弄亂了. 可能是因為我覺得Watanabe和小路的性格很相吧. 他們都是那種話很少的人. 身邊的朋友都一一離開了他們, 超悲慘的吧.
現在我終於可以開始讀我從台灣買回來的書了!!! 太高興了!!!
這也是我第一次同一時間讀兩本書... 結果? 我把角色弄亂了. 可能是因為我覺得Watanabe和小路的性格很相吧. 他們都是那種話很少的人. 身邊的朋友都一一離開了他們, 超悲慘的吧.
現在我終於可以開始讀我從台灣買回來的書了!!! 太高興了!!!
Thursday, February 03, 2005
巧克力
"Life is a box of chocolates..." familar? yes it is... But i never know the meaning until today... no need to "what" until so loud... cos i ner watch forest gump before mah... ( 套一句Mafia的術語 Forest Gump? 什麼來的? 可以吃的嗎?) ner watch forest gump before very funny meh... when they show in cinema i got no money to watch mah.. if any of you have the vcd and want to lend me i very welcome... hiak hiak....
anyway i was saying now then i understand why life is a box of chocolates... thanks to Haruki Murakami... who is he? maybe you are more familar with chun shang chun shu... yupz.. i reading Norwegian Wood... and he mention about it... and here is what it says
"You know, they've got these chocolate assortments, and you like some but you don't like others? And you eat all the ones you like, and the only ones left are the ones you don't like as much? I always think about that when something painful comes up. 'Now I just have to polish these off, and everything'll be OK.' Life is a box of chocolates."
anyway i was saying now then i understand why life is a box of chocolates... thanks to Haruki Murakami... who is he? maybe you are more familar with chun shang chun shu... yupz.. i reading Norwegian Wood... and he mention about it... and here is what it says
"You know, they've got these chocolate assortments, and you like some but you don't like others? And you eat all the ones you like, and the only ones left are the ones you don't like as much? I always think about that when something painful comes up. 'Now I just have to polish these off, and everything'll be OK.' Life is a box of chocolates."
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
Sensitive...
是我太敏感還是一切接為巧合? 是我敏感... 是我想太多... 是我是我是我... 全都是因為我... 或許我因該離開... 大家會比較自在...
我是不是該安靜的走開還是該勇敢留下來
我也不知道那麼多無奈可不可以都從來
我是不是該安靜的走開還是該勇敢留下來
我也不知道那麼多無奈可不可以都從來
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Sagittarius 2005
Saw this in U Mag....
工作:
對所從事的工作產生厭倦, 并會有休息或放棄的念頭. 因此, 要隨時提醒自己毅力的重要, 消化或平衡自己的心態. 工作運勢旺盛的月份有 2, 3, 7, 8 月.
健康:
容易胡思亂想, 所以健康不那麼平順. 可能會因為擔憂工作而產生身體上的不適. 尤其是頭痛或神經方面的疾病.
This reminds me of Ashin... and it applies to Monster, Ashin, Me, Jean and Stone.... sighz.....
工作:
對所從事的工作產生厭倦, 并會有休息或放棄的念頭. 因此, 要隨時提醒自己毅力的重要, 消化或平衡自己的心態. 工作運勢旺盛的月份有 2, 3, 7, 8 月.
健康:
容易胡思亂想, 所以健康不那麼平順. 可能會因為擔憂工作而產生身體上的不適. 尤其是頭痛或神經方面的疾病.
This reminds me of Ashin... and it applies to Monster, Ashin, Me, Jean and Stone.... sighz.....
Sunday, January 30, 2005
Fly Away
"我好想好想飛 逃離這瘋狂世界"
"飛飛飛 飛飛飛 我要飛"
人們好像都好喜歡飛. 通常的想法是能飛就能得到自由. 真的是這樣嗎? 能飛就比較好? 可能是因為我們常看到鳥在天空中飛翔, 好像很自在, 所以我們就認為有了翅膀能飛, 就能飛到我們想要的地方. 可是你當過鳥嗎? 你怎麼知道所謂在天空自由自在的飛翔是什麼感覺? 如果不知道, 我們又怎麼知道能飛就能擁有自由. 用走的, 就不能走到你想要的自由嗎? 說穿了, 就是大家把怨言指向老天, 怨祂沒有給我們一雙翅膀讓我們飛. 怨天尤人的人, 就算有翅膀能飛, 也不能到達他們想要的自由世界吧!
"飛飛飛 飛飛飛 我要飛"
人們好像都好喜歡飛. 通常的想法是能飛就能得到自由. 真的是這樣嗎? 能飛就比較好? 可能是因為我們常看到鳥在天空中飛翔, 好像很自在, 所以我們就認為有了翅膀能飛, 就能飛到我們想要的地方. 可是你當過鳥嗎? 你怎麼知道所謂在天空自由自在的飛翔是什麼感覺? 如果不知道, 我們又怎麼知道能飛就能擁有自由. 用走的, 就不能走到你想要的自由嗎? 說穿了, 就是大家把怨言指向老天, 怨祂沒有給我們一雙翅膀讓我們飛. 怨天尤人的人, 就算有翅膀能飛, 也不能到達他們想要的自由世界吧!
Friday, January 28, 2005
台北
Taipei: 16 .. 22C
I miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei...
I miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei...
I miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei...
I miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei...
I miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei...
I miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei...
I miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei...
I miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei...
I miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei...
I miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei... i miss taipei...
Sunday, January 23, 2005
失望
I'm soooo disappointed... i just ate the cup noodle which i bought back from Taiwan... they say the noodle is really really good... but is either i'm sick and it affect my taste bud or its really yucky... cos everything is so saltish.. the meet... the soup.... i think nissin is much better.... maybe its the wrong brand i dunno... so disappointed... just like the muah chee i bought back... its not as good as the first time round one... its so hard.... hmmmm.....
Saturday, January 22, 2005
五月天的真情指數
我終於看完了真情指數... 很早以前就想看, 可是著幾天都很忙而且心情不是很好所以拖到現在才看... 反應是... humbao no 2 in action... 我哭了... 從石頭說"要五月天放一個月的假是很難的"... 我就哭了... 我老是說自己很忙... 沒時間做自己想做的事, 可是比起五月天, 我實在沒有這個資格...
當他們說到自己家人的時候, 那種愧疚感, 讓我也很難過... 因為我們任性的歌迷, 他們賠上的是他們的家人和私人的時間和空間... 我很想為他們做些什麼, 可是我真的無能為力... 我只能要求自己儘量不要去打擾他們... 讓他們有多一點的空間去呼吸...
當阿信說他對選擇音樂這條路有懷疑的時候, 我很難過... 難過因為他在我們身上找不到認同... 找不到他們覺得是因為他們的音樂而改變的我們... 其實阿信請不要懷疑五月天, 不要懷疑自己... 因為五月天, 我的人生有了變化... 我找到了我遺忘很久的夢想... 雖然我沒成功, 但是卻有嘗試過了... 當然我也因為你們而覺得為什麼我的人生那麼乏味... 不能和你們一樣為自己的夢想努力... 不能達成自己的夢想... 可是我還是很感激你們讓我有了嘗試的勇氣... 那也很重要... (我好像有點語無倫次了)
記得台北演唱會我說了 "好久沒有看到阿信的頭髮了"... 他好久好久沒有把帽子拿下來... 那對他來說是一個掩飾自己的武器... 沒了它就沒安全感... 我一直覺得阿信有點憂鬱症... 可能沒有那麼嚴重只是我可以感覺到他很不開心... 他做的音樂一個比一個悲傷... 一個比一個難過... 真的... 阿信對不起.... 他的帽子也讓我想到一些東西... 可能以前我會覺得, 一個帽子怎麼可能可以掩飾什麼... 可是現在我完完全全能了解... 因為我試過... 帽子真的很有用... 記得我再演唱會的時候一直沒有把帽子脫下... 除了因為冷之外, 主要原應是我不想讓人看到... 看到我難過的心情... 我從時光機就開始哭了... 因為當時我真的在想如果真的有時光機把我帶回去迷埔一些過失那該有多好... 接下來的一些歌曲也讓我想到了同一件事情... 眼淚又不聽使喚的落了下來... 還好有帽子頂著...
阿信覺得Beatles說的 "不官這個世界有多亂... 有多少的猜忌.. 多少陰險狡詐" 在五月天的世界裡是完全沒有的... 我也希望在我的朋友裡, 也看不到著些東西...
可能你們會覺得我是不是做事做瘋了... 一個真情指數可以有這麼多的感想... 我想是吧... 從2001年9月7號開始, 我就瘋了... 我想繼續瘋下去... 也請讓我瘋下去... 謝謝...
當他們說到自己家人的時候, 那種愧疚感, 讓我也很難過... 因為我們任性的歌迷, 他們賠上的是他們的家人和私人的時間和空間... 我很想為他們做些什麼, 可是我真的無能為力... 我只能要求自己儘量不要去打擾他們... 讓他們有多一點的空間去呼吸...
當阿信說他對選擇音樂這條路有懷疑的時候, 我很難過... 難過因為他在我們身上找不到認同... 找不到他們覺得是因為他們的音樂而改變的我們... 其實阿信請不要懷疑五月天, 不要懷疑自己... 因為五月天, 我的人生有了變化... 我找到了我遺忘很久的夢想... 雖然我沒成功, 但是卻有嘗試過了... 當然我也因為你們而覺得為什麼我的人生那麼乏味... 不能和你們一樣為自己的夢想努力... 不能達成自己的夢想... 可是我還是很感激你們讓我有了嘗試的勇氣... 那也很重要... (我好像有點語無倫次了)
記得台北演唱會我說了 "好久沒有看到阿信的頭髮了"... 他好久好久沒有把帽子拿下來... 那對他來說是一個掩飾自己的武器... 沒了它就沒安全感... 我一直覺得阿信有點憂鬱症... 可能沒有那麼嚴重只是我可以感覺到他很不開心... 他做的音樂一個比一個悲傷... 一個比一個難過... 真的... 阿信對不起.... 他的帽子也讓我想到一些東西... 可能以前我會覺得, 一個帽子怎麼可能可以掩飾什麼... 可是現在我完完全全能了解... 因為我試過... 帽子真的很有用... 記得我再演唱會的時候一直沒有把帽子脫下... 除了因為冷之外, 主要原應是我不想讓人看到... 看到我難過的心情... 我從時光機就開始哭了... 因為當時我真的在想如果真的有時光機把我帶回去迷埔一些過失那該有多好... 接下來的一些歌曲也讓我想到了同一件事情... 眼淚又不聽使喚的落了下來... 還好有帽子頂著...
阿信覺得Beatles說的 "不官這個世界有多亂... 有多少的猜忌.. 多少陰險狡詐" 在五月天的世界裡是完全沒有的... 我也希望在我的朋友裡, 也看不到著些東西...
可能你們會覺得我是不是做事做瘋了... 一個真情指數可以有這麼多的感想... 我想是吧... 從2001年9月7號開始, 我就瘋了... 我想繼續瘋下去... 也請讓我瘋下去... 謝謝...
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
Stupidity....
傷風感冒可以治... 可是愚蠢能嗎?
真的覺得自己很愚蠢... 為什麼得罪人還要想很久.... 人笨真是沒辦法... 在一次要跟妳們說 "對不起, I'm sorrrrry"....
不只這樣... 我還笨笨的相信每一個人... 覺得大家都是喜歡他們的, 不會有什麼心機... 我錯了... 難道權力真的這麼重要? 讓妳所謂的爬到上面, 他們就會比較認識妳? 難道大家都忘了, 當時喜歡的是他們的音樂, 是他們現場的表演... 其實我也不知道自己有沒有資格說這些, 因為我自己還滿想他們會記得我... 可是為什麼要用那種方式? 人簡單點不好嗎? 我想繼續笨笨的, 繼續天真的認為人是簡單的, 可是現實容許我這麼做嗎? 人生就是充滿了無奈...
還有, 就是你們知道嗎? "不打擾是我的溫柔"... 希望你們知道我們的溫柔....
真的覺得自己很愚蠢... 為什麼得罪人還要想很久.... 人笨真是沒辦法... 在一次要跟妳們說 "對不起, I'm sorrrrry"....
不只這樣... 我還笨笨的相信每一個人... 覺得大家都是喜歡他們的, 不會有什麼心機... 我錯了... 難道權力真的這麼重要? 讓妳所謂的爬到上面, 他們就會比較認識妳? 難道大家都忘了, 當時喜歡的是他們的音樂, 是他們現場的表演... 其實我也不知道自己有沒有資格說這些, 因為我自己還滿想他們會記得我... 可是為什麼要用那種方式? 人簡單點不好嗎? 我想繼續笨笨的, 繼續天真的認為人是簡單的, 可是現實容許我這麼做嗎? 人生就是充滿了無奈...
還有, 就是你們知道嗎? "不打擾是我的溫柔"... 希望你們知道我們的溫柔....
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
新加坡有冬天嗎?
這幾天一直在下雨... 感覺上是從2004年下到2005年.... 下雨的時候, 人總是比較容易感傷... 所以這幾天的心情都怪怪的... 心情起伏很大... 可是今天我就突然想到一個人... 對! "可愛"的世傑... 還有他可愛的問題.... 他應該現在來新加坡看看, 我們的冬天... 也就是雨季....
Sunday, January 02, 2005
What Kind of Tea?
Chamomile Tea...
You are Chamomile Tea.
Your an original! Helpful to anyone in need and always willing to lend a hand, you take action but not through violence, people listen to you for you have a knack for giving wonderful advice! Many look up to you and you try your best not to let them down. You have many friends steadfast or no who consider themselves lucky to be near you. You may have been hurt in the past but you dont let that stand in your way! You have a wonderful outlook on life and try to see the good in people which is an awesome gift!
What type of Tea are you? {-With Anime Pictures!-}
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eh... is it trying to say i'm a bit 天真?
Saturday, January 01, 2005
Channel U News
我記得我認真開始看 U 頻道新聞是在2001年9月12號. 為什麼記得那麼清楚? 因為那是在911事件之後的第一天. 以前看新聞都是看第八播道的, 後來在911事件後, 我爸說他聽別人說 U 頻道的新聞比較快, 也比較好. 所以硬是要改去看 U 頻道的新聞. 就這樣我從此以後就再也沒有看過第八播道的新聞. 因為 U 的新聞比 8 好太多了. 有人說 U 的新聞比較三八, 8 比較professional. 放屁! 那是 U 的新聞比較貼近我們市井小民, 而且他們處理的新聞還是很專業. 我為以後不能再看到這樣的新聞感到難過, 不過這也不是我們任何一個人可以控制的. 我只想謝謝他們給了我那麼多精采的報導.
還有要提到的是張海潔. 一開始她在 8 的時候, 我并不是很喜歡她, 因為我覺得她很驕傲, 有高不可攀的感覺. 其實現在我也沒有喜歡她, 只是已經不討厭她了. 我不得不承認她的專業是沒有一個主播能比的上的. 昨天在看她播報她最後一段新聞的時候, 燕青已經哽咽, 她卻還是能控制主情緒繼續很專業的完成她的工作.
再見了 U 頻道. 雖然你還是在用另一個方式存活這. 可是你在也不是昨天的你. 在也不是一個讓我感到有'家'的感覺的電視台. 不過你這四年發的光我會盡一切努力去記得. 謝謝你讓我知道什麼是優質的電視台. 謝謝!
還有要提到的是張海潔. 一開始她在 8 的時候, 我并不是很喜歡她, 因為我覺得她很驕傲, 有高不可攀的感覺. 其實現在我也沒有喜歡她, 只是已經不討厭她了. 我不得不承認她的專業是沒有一個主播能比的上的. 昨天在看她播報她最後一段新聞的時候, 燕青已經哽咽, 她卻還是能控制主情緒繼續很專業的完成她的工作.
再見了 U 頻道. 雖然你還是在用另一個方式存活這. 可是你在也不是昨天的你. 在也不是一個讓我感到有'家'的感覺的電視台. 不過你這四年發的光我會盡一切努力去記得. 謝謝你讓我知道什麼是優質的電視台. 謝謝!
Happy New Year
對... 俗到爆的標題... 現在已經是2005年了... 時間真的過的非常快... 感覺上我好像才剛跨年到2000, 可是現在已經是2005年了...
今年我一點也快樂不起來... 我不曉得是因為海嘯的關係, 還是人老了就覺得過年代表又要老一歲... 開始想人生走到了這裡, 我到底有什麼成就... 我為自己,家人和社會付出了什麼... 這一年來我有進步嗎... 我去年許下的new year resolution 我有做到嗎... 很遺憾, 我沒辦法回答以上的問題... 我只覺得這一年匆匆的過了... 我沒時間去想太多的事情... 連我去年的new year resolution 是什麼我都不記得了... 很悲哀的人生吧... 其實我到底有多忙, 我真的不知道... 你說我有五月天忙嗎... 當然沒有... 或許我想逃避... 逃避現實... 逃避一切... 只想做一個憨人... 不是五月天歌曲裡的那種... 而是名副其實的憨人... 應為福建說的'天公疼憨人'... 所以可能我什麼都不用想老天就會指條路給我走... 等我發現那條路錯了以後, 我就可以怨天尤人...如果對了我就應驗了'天公疼憨人'... 這是我理想的世界... 哈哈...
回想這一年發生的事情... 我想它仍是一個多事的一年... 雖然沒有sars, 可是我們卻面對了Nicole Highway的坍塌... 新加坡大停電... H5N1搞到雞蛋比機票還要貴... 海嘯... 當然還有我們一直擺脫不了的恐怖主意...
我個人來講... 工作方面一點進步都沒有... 錢財, 因為出國而減少了, 也沒什麼機會中獎... 愛情還是一片空白... 家庭也沒多大的進步也沒退步... 我想唯有在友情上有很大的進步... 今年認識了不少新朋友, 也跟他們玩的很開心... 我想就這樣吧... 這就是我的2004... 平淡乏味...
對於2005, 我不想在寫下什麼new year resolution. 因為寫了也沒用... 我每年都沒做到... 所以就不費力了... 我只希望世界和平, 大家平安, 健康... 在這動盪不安的社會, 我們的要求變簡單了...
今年我一點也快樂不起來... 我不曉得是因為海嘯的關係, 還是人老了就覺得過年代表又要老一歲... 開始想人生走到了這裡, 我到底有什麼成就... 我為自己,家人和社會付出了什麼... 這一年來我有進步嗎... 我去年許下的new year resolution 我有做到嗎... 很遺憾, 我沒辦法回答以上的問題... 我只覺得這一年匆匆的過了... 我沒時間去想太多的事情... 連我去年的new year resolution 是什麼我都不記得了... 很悲哀的人生吧... 其實我到底有多忙, 我真的不知道... 你說我有五月天忙嗎... 當然沒有... 或許我想逃避... 逃避現實... 逃避一切... 只想做一個憨人... 不是五月天歌曲裡的那種... 而是名副其實的憨人... 應為福建說的'天公疼憨人'... 所以可能我什麼都不用想老天就會指條路給我走... 等我發現那條路錯了以後, 我就可以怨天尤人...如果對了我就應驗了'天公疼憨人'... 這是我理想的世界... 哈哈...
回想這一年發生的事情... 我想它仍是一個多事的一年... 雖然沒有sars, 可是我們卻面對了Nicole Highway的坍塌... 新加坡大停電... H5N1搞到雞蛋比機票還要貴... 海嘯... 當然還有我們一直擺脫不了的恐怖主意...
我個人來講... 工作方面一點進步都沒有... 錢財, 因為出國而減少了, 也沒什麼機會中獎... 愛情還是一片空白... 家庭也沒多大的進步也沒退步... 我想唯有在友情上有很大的進步... 今年認識了不少新朋友, 也跟他們玩的很開心... 我想就這樣吧... 這就是我的2004... 平淡乏味...
對於2005, 我不想在寫下什麼new year resolution. 因為寫了也沒用... 我每年都沒做到... 所以就不費力了... 我只希望世界和平, 大家平安, 健康... 在這動盪不安的社會, 我們的要求變簡單了...
Friday, December 24, 2004
Bala Production
I started a new blog called Bala Production (click me.. thanks).... If you pple have time do go visit and show it some support.. thanks... i will be putting up some stuff which i wrote onto the blog.... please feel free to give comments... but if really tat bad hor.. tell it in a subtle way lah.. cos old woman ego lah.. hiak hiak... =P anyway i'm not really good in words.. i have some ideas of story but may not form them into words well.. sighz... cos i'm not talented.. if i am i will be a script writer... instead of being in the stupid IT line.... sighz.....
anyway back to topic... its call bala production.. so please expect the story to be very bala... maybe more bala then Meteor Garden II... no choice lah.. i watch too much "ou xiang ju" liaoz.... kanna influence by them.. so i put watever bala elements i have into the story.... actually its more like a script then story.. cos i keep picturing the story as if someone is acting in it.... so you see lots of dialog and very little description... i will try to improve on that in my next story.. which i only started one para.... sighz...
anyway, why am i writing so much.. maybe you pple are not interested in it at all.. doesn't matter.. just take it tat a boh liao person is talking to herself.... and getting crazy on christmas eve....
anyway back to topic... its call bala production.. so please expect the story to be very bala... maybe more bala then Meteor Garden II... no choice lah.. i watch too much "ou xiang ju" liaoz.... kanna influence by them.. so i put watever bala elements i have into the story.... actually its more like a script then story.. cos i keep picturing the story as if someone is acting in it.... so you see lots of dialog and very little description... i will try to improve on that in my next story.. which i only started one para.... sighz...
anyway, why am i writing so much.. maybe you pple are not interested in it at all.. doesn't matter.. just take it tat a boh liao person is talking to herself.... and getting crazy on christmas eve....
Sunday, December 19, 2004
Saturday, December 18, 2004
Con't of 迷失
I have been so busy at work this few days that I miss out a lot of articles about MD... Just now I went in to take a look and read about an article that clearly express what I am feeling about MD... hahaa... i'm not a reporter so my language is not that powderful... so here is the article...
不管你同意不同意，玩吉他的中國人中，離披頭四最近的只有五月天。
作為一只搖滾樂隊，五月天最成功的地方就是將旋律和搖滾的完美結合。雖然，在某些專業人士眼中，他們的搖滾更多的帶著流行的性質，但這不能抹殺他們在保存搖滾樂隊特質上的努力。說到搖滾和流行，存在著這樣的一種誤解，認為好聽的搖滾不能算搖滾，頂多是流行搖滾。事實是，在國外，任何一只名垂史冊的樂隊都是操弄旋律的高手。Bob Dylan如此，Nirvana亦如此。更別提五月天的偶像披頭士了。
阿信說得對，披頭士確實走的是一條從大眾到實驗的道路，而且正是這樣他們才能成為萬人景仰的一代宗師。五月天顯然想復制這樣一條路。至少，從他們的前四張專輯看來，他們走對了方向。如果說，前四張專輯為五月天打下了堅實的大眾基礎，按照他們自己的計劃，《神的孩子都在跳舞》應該是一個新的起點。
作為一張重裝上陣的作品。上一張《時光機》並不十分出色。反映在專輯裡，整支樂隊已經失去了原先那股沖勁兒，更多地著眼于旋律和配器上的小修小補。結果是，盡管表面聽來光鮮亮麗，但程式化的精雕細琢讓五月天銳氣盡失。
對此，阿信的解釋是，上一張專輯之所以感覺不像樂隊的作品是因為錄歌的時候大家還沒有重聚，每一部分都是每一個人在不同地方分開錄的。《神的孩子都在跳舞》不同，這一次他們五個人一起回到了當年錄制《愛情萬歲》的日本河口湖錄音室，試圖用現場錄音的方式找回原先的那個狀態。
就算阿信不說，相信聽眾也能從《神的孩子都在跳舞》這張專輯中捕捉到不同于上一張專輯的東西。首先，《神的孩子都在跳舞》是現場錄音，對比分開錄制的精致，現場錄音的粗糙感使這張專輯的樂隊味兒更濃。五個人仿佛觸手可及的生命律動讓人頗感親切。其次，與之前阿信包辦大多數詞曲的不同，新專輯中五個人分別提交了各自的作品，連向來低調的冠佑都有自己的作品。而且，怪獸創作的《孫悟空》和《讓我照顧你》還相當突出。如此種種讓這張專輯至少首先在表征上存在著一定新意。
同時，《神的孩子都在跳舞》也繼承了五月天的優良傳統，從始至終，每一首歌的旋律都有相當的流行價值。其中，相對較突出的有《孫悟空》、《垃圾車》、《超人》。《晚安，地球人》的旋律性稍微弱一點，但勝在整體編排夠氣勢，尤其是模仿非洲節奏的鼓點頗有新意。歌詞方面，阿信再一次展現了自己文字上的功底。尤以堪稱“西遊記後傳”的《孫悟空》和模擬外星人視角看人類殘酷爭鬥的《晚安，地球人》最出色。而且，由于上一張專輯讓大家覺得有些過分傷感，在《神的孩子都在跳舞》中主導創作的阿信和怪獸顯然刻意的強調歌曲的勵志功能，使整張專輯呈現的是一種暖色調。可惜的是，在繼承了優良傳統的同時，《神的孩子都在跳舞》也延續了上一張專輯的缺點，精致有余，精彩不足。而且致命的是，絕大多數作品都存在著嚴重的程式化的傾向，《愛情萬歲》裡那種各具特色、酐酣暢淋漓的結構已經盪然無存，取而代之的是種種雷同的音色或結構。另外，相比與早前的專輯，如今的五月天並沒能像披頭士那樣隨著年齡的增長而在音樂上表現出一種相應的深刻。像《小護士》這樣的聽起來有幾分像兒歌的作品實在是沒有出現的必要。聽得出，五月天距離自己的偶像還很遠，甚至，有漸行漸遠的趨勢。當一個人只滿足于細節上的修補，便是原地踏步的開始。這其實正是約翰列儂跟麥卡特尼之間最本質的差別。我們從來不否認五月天作為一支樂隊的天分，但只有這種天分轉換成一種立足于對人性理性分析的深刻的時候，五月天才真正有可能接近自己的偶像。
作為一支出色的樂隊，五月天已經將搖滾的流行性發揮到了極至。當務之急，他們必須找到一條能讓自己能走得離偶像披頭士更近的道路。那不僅僅是實現一個理想，更是他們能否繼續立足于流行歌壇的關鍵。
(Article taken from MaydayMayday.net forum)
不管你同意不同意，玩吉他的中國人中，離披頭四最近的只有五月天。
作為一只搖滾樂隊，五月天最成功的地方就是將旋律和搖滾的完美結合。雖然，在某些專業人士眼中，他們的搖滾更多的帶著流行的性質，但這不能抹殺他們在保存搖滾樂隊特質上的努力。說到搖滾和流行，存在著這樣的一種誤解，認為好聽的搖滾不能算搖滾，頂多是流行搖滾。事實是，在國外，任何一只名垂史冊的樂隊都是操弄旋律的高手。Bob Dylan如此，Nirvana亦如此。更別提五月天的偶像披頭士了。
阿信說得對，披頭士確實走的是一條從大眾到實驗的道路，而且正是這樣他們才能成為萬人景仰的一代宗師。五月天顯然想復制這樣一條路。至少，從他們的前四張專輯看來，他們走對了方向。如果說，前四張專輯為五月天打下了堅實的大眾基礎，按照他們自己的計劃，《神的孩子都在跳舞》應該是一個新的起點。
作為一張重裝上陣的作品。上一張《時光機》並不十分出色。反映在專輯裡，整支樂隊已經失去了原先那股沖勁兒，更多地著眼于旋律和配器上的小修小補。結果是，盡管表面聽來光鮮亮麗，但程式化的精雕細琢讓五月天銳氣盡失。
對此，阿信的解釋是，上一張專輯之所以感覺不像樂隊的作品是因為錄歌的時候大家還沒有重聚，每一部分都是每一個人在不同地方分開錄的。《神的孩子都在跳舞》不同，這一次他們五個人一起回到了當年錄制《愛情萬歲》的日本河口湖錄音室，試圖用現場錄音的方式找回原先的那個狀態。
就算阿信不說，相信聽眾也能從《神的孩子都在跳舞》這張專輯中捕捉到不同于上一張專輯的東西。首先，《神的孩子都在跳舞》是現場錄音，對比分開錄制的精致，現場錄音的粗糙感使這張專輯的樂隊味兒更濃。五個人仿佛觸手可及的生命律動讓人頗感親切。其次，與之前阿信包辦大多數詞曲的不同，新專輯中五個人分別提交了各自的作品，連向來低調的冠佑都有自己的作品。而且，怪獸創作的《孫悟空》和《讓我照顧你》還相當突出。如此種種讓這張專輯至少首先在表征上存在著一定新意。
同時，《神的孩子都在跳舞》也繼承了五月天的優良傳統，從始至終，每一首歌的旋律都有相當的流行價值。其中，相對較突出的有《孫悟空》、《垃圾車》、《超人》。《晚安，地球人》的旋律性稍微弱一點，但勝在整體編排夠氣勢，尤其是模仿非洲節奏的鼓點頗有新意。歌詞方面，阿信再一次展現了自己文字上的功底。尤以堪稱“西遊記後傳”的《孫悟空》和模擬外星人視角看人類殘酷爭鬥的《晚安，地球人》最出色。而且，由于上一張專輯讓大家覺得有些過分傷感，在《神的孩子都在跳舞》中主導創作的阿信和怪獸顯然刻意的強調歌曲的勵志功能，使整張專輯呈現的是一種暖色調。可惜的是，在繼承了優良傳統的同時，《神的孩子都在跳舞》也延續了上一張專輯的缺點，精致有余，精彩不足。而且致命的是，絕大多數作品都存在著嚴重的程式化的傾向，《愛情萬歲》裡那種各具特色、酐酣暢淋漓的結構已經盪然無存，取而代之的是種種雷同的音色或結構。另外，相比與早前的專輯，如今的五月天並沒能像披頭士那樣隨著年齡的增長而在音樂上表現出一種相應的深刻。像《小護士》這樣的聽起來有幾分像兒歌的作品實在是沒有出現的必要。聽得出，五月天距離自己的偶像還很遠，甚至，有漸行漸遠的趨勢。當一個人只滿足于細節上的修補，便是原地踏步的開始。這其實正是約翰列儂跟麥卡特尼之間最本質的差別。我們從來不否認五月天作為一支樂隊的天分，但只有這種天分轉換成一種立足于對人性理性分析的深刻的時候，五月天才真正有可能接近自己的偶像。
作為一支出色的樂隊，五月天已經將搖滾的流行性發揮到了極至。當務之急，他們必須找到一條能讓自己能走得離偶像披頭士更近的道路。那不僅僅是實現一個理想，更是他們能否繼續立足于流行歌壇的關鍵。
(Article taken from MaydayMayday.net forum)
迷失....
這幾天我一直在想, 我為什麼那麼喜歡五月天... 對一個已經不是小妹妹的人來講, 我的瘋狂程度很難讓人理解... 今天看到了改版的新聞後我更加懷疑我為什麼喜歡五月天....
想當初我喜歡他們是因為聽了他們的現場演唱... 那種震撼是很難忘的... 當然現在他們的現場功力並沒有減弱... 甚至更熟練... 台上的默契也越來越佳... 當然當初聽他們的歌也讓我很快樂... 也給我很大的推動力....
可是從時光機開始, 我聽他們的歌我感到難過... 可能是另一種感動... 我也不清楚... 可是已經失去原有的推動力... 這次神的孩子比較好一些可是還是沒有原來的感覺... 居然如此我應該比較不喜歡他們了... 可是我卻做出了許多我沒想過我這一輩子會做的事情... 我不知道我只是盲從還是發之內心的喜歡他們的音樂... 看清楚是音樂... 不是那所謂帥帥的外表...
誰可以給我一個答案.... 到底是我變了... 還是我太天真的認為夢想大過現實呢? 其實我也不知道我想表達的是什麼... 我現在的心是一團亂... 突然想起一首歌...
到底有誰能夠告訴我 要怎樣回到從前 (然後歌詞忘了 muahahaha 苦中作樂)
想當初我喜歡他們是因為聽了他們的現場演唱... 那種震撼是很難忘的... 當然現在他們的現場功力並沒有減弱... 甚至更熟練... 台上的默契也越來越佳... 當然當初聽他們的歌也讓我很快樂... 也給我很大的推動力....
可是從時光機開始, 我聽他們的歌我感到難過... 可能是另一種感動... 我也不清楚... 可是已經失去原有的推動力... 這次神的孩子比較好一些可是還是沒有原來的感覺... 居然如此我應該比較不喜歡他們了... 可是我卻做出了許多我沒想過我這一輩子會做的事情... 我不知道我只是盲從還是發之內心的喜歡他們的音樂... 看清楚是音樂... 不是那所謂帥帥的外表...
誰可以給我一個答案.... 到底是我變了... 還是我太天真的認為夢想大過現實呢? 其實我也不知道我想表達的是什麼... 我現在的心是一團亂... 突然想起一首歌...
到底有誰能夠告訴我 要怎樣回到從前 (然後歌詞忘了 muahahaha 苦中作樂)
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
Something I stumble on
This CD has been sitting in one corner of my cupboard for a year plus... i only listen it once before... but today when i just happen to listen to it... this song actually capture me... mainly the lyrics... cos i think the 編曲 is not as good...
年輕無極限
現在的我是否有些不同 努力工作也努力犯錯
二十五歲的我 學著大人應該有的動作
翻來覆去 現實讓我退縮
夢想已經不夠
想法漸漸成熟 下個腳步我懂怎麼做
新鮮的念頭衝擊著我 平衡快失控
張開手起飛 讓年輕無極限
挑戰一切 飛越更多空間才能體驗
不害怕改變 不一定往前追
停住時間 享受這一分鐘我深深的體會
這個世界規則有點難懂 曾經努力不一定有收穫
未知的事太多
This song is recorded in Stephanie Sun "To be continued..."
年輕無極限
現在的我是否有些不同 努力工作也努力犯錯
二十五歲的我 學著大人應該有的動作
翻來覆去 現實讓我退縮
夢想已經不夠
想法漸漸成熟 下個腳步我懂怎麼做
新鮮的念頭衝擊著我 平衡快失控
張開手起飛 讓年輕無極限
挑戰一切 飛越更多空間才能體驗
不害怕改變 不一定往前追
停住時間 享受這一分鐘我深深的體會
這個世界規則有點難懂 曾經努力不一定有收穫
未知的事太多
This song is recorded in Stephanie Sun "To be continued..."
為什麼... 為什麼...
Why do I get scolded for things that is not my fault?
Why do I have to work so hard for the miserable amount of money?
Why do I have to work?
Why do I have to think and think before I can buy something or go somewhere?
Why is my dad not some rich banker?
Why is my name not "Ching"?
Why is it that I can't pursue my own dreams?
Why is it that I don't have the talent and chance to pursue my dream?
Why do I have to work so hard for the miserable amount of money?
Why do I have to work?
Why do I have to think and think before I can buy something or go somewhere?
Why is my dad not some rich banker?
Why is my name not "Ching"?
Why is it that I can't pursue my own dreams?
Why is it that I don't have the talent and chance to pursue my dream?
Thursday, December 09, 2004
時間??
yesterday morning while i was on my way to work i saw a man in his 50s and a young teenage boy, which i think is about 14 years old... i suspect they are father and son... when they were walking they were actually holding each other hands... not 十指緊扣 but still holding hands... my first reaction was not touched but disgusted... i start to think that whether the older man will actually sexually harrass the young kid.. but of course i think i 想太多... must be all those over covered news tat make me think this way....
anyway it also makes me think when was the last time i held the hands of my father.... 1 year ago.. more then tat... 2 years? 5 years? i can't remember.. i only remember holding his hands when i was kid... hopefully i was wrong... my mum? i think that is more frequent... then i start to think when was the last time i sit down and have a proper dinner with them... hmmmmmm.... tat was also a few months back le bah... this two month i'm very busy.. even din't manage to celebrate my mum bday.... i feel so guilty for not spending time with them.... so when yesterday shir show me the story behind "rang wo zhao gu ni" i just cried.... not only for guai shou and his mum.. but also for my 不孝... anyway i just remember something that i read from "undo"
...
真是奇怪啊!
我明明很不想浪費生命的每分每秒,
卻連幫盆栽澆澆水, 或注意它一眼的時間都沒有...
我努力省下來的那些時間都跑那兒去了呢?
總是像追趕著什麼般地活著...
尋找最快的路線奔馳, 羨慕著數位化的速度,
所以把世界上所有可加快腳步的系統都裝在腦子裡,
用這種方法一點一滴省下來的時間, 到底都溜去那兒了呢?
忘了幫盆栽澆水的那幾分鐘, 以及我的那一眼,
竟然就等於那棵盆栽全部的生命...
anyway it also makes me think when was the last time i held the hands of my father.... 1 year ago.. more then tat... 2 years? 5 years? i can't remember.. i only remember holding his hands when i was kid... hopefully i was wrong... my mum? i think that is more frequent... then i start to think when was the last time i sit down and have a proper dinner with them... hmmmmmm.... tat was also a few months back le bah... this two month i'm very busy.. even din't manage to celebrate my mum bday.... i feel so guilty for not spending time with them.... so when yesterday shir show me the story behind "rang wo zhao gu ni" i just cried.... not only for guai shou and his mum.. but also for my 不孝... anyway i just remember something that i read from "undo"
...
真是奇怪啊!
我明明很不想浪費生命的每分每秒,
卻連幫盆栽澆澆水, 或注意它一眼的時間都沒有...
我努力省下來的那些時間都跑那兒去了呢?
總是像追趕著什麼般地活著...
尋找最快的路線奔馳, 羨慕著數位化的速度,
所以把世界上所有可加快腳步的系統都裝在腦子裡,
用這種方法一點一滴省下來的時間, 到底都溜去那兒了呢?
忘了幫盆栽澆水的那幾分鐘, 以及我的那一眼,
竟然就等於那棵盆栽全部的生命...
Sunday, December 05, 2004
謝謝你們... 真的...
Jac: eh Hem... 有你 (eh hem) 有你 我才未孤單 有你的陪伴 我才有靠山 (Take it that i sang to you all okie)....
Today is not my birthday yet.. but I have a few celebrations with my friends already.. thank you sooooo much... i'm really really very touch... especially the birthday songs, cakes and photo taking sessions.... you all really make me have an enjoyable bday celebration....
erhh... but Baoling and Swee Puah... u all best.. make me walk around the whole of JP to look for my bday present... its really memorable.... first time in my life... but still i really really like to thank you all for specially making the trip..... thanks for remembering it.... and yes i will use the money you gave me to go buy an LP player.... =P
mayday mafia pple >> who willing to go with me to find the uncle to see if he still have the LP player? pleaseeee.....
All in all... thanks for you friends.... so nice to know that i have a bunch of good friends... 套怪獸用在五月天生上的一句話 "一堆瘋子 很真誠的一群人" 謝謝你們... 真的...
Today is not my birthday yet.. but I have a few celebrations with my friends already.. thank you sooooo much... i'm really really very touch... especially the birthday songs, cakes and photo taking sessions.... you all really make me have an enjoyable bday celebration....
erhh... but Baoling and Swee Puah... u all best.. make me walk around the whole of JP to look for my bday present... its really memorable.... first time in my life... but still i really really like to thank you all for specially making the trip..... thanks for remembering it.... and yes i will use the money you gave me to go buy an LP player.... =P
mayday mafia pple >> who willing to go with me to find the uncle to see if he still have the LP player? pleaseeee.....
All in all... thanks for you friends.... so nice to know that i have a bunch of good friends... 套怪獸用在五月天生上的一句話 "一堆瘋子 很真誠的一群人" 謝謝你們... 真的...
Saturday, December 04, 2004
Undo... 關於記憶, 感傷, 和你...
忘了誰曾經問過我, 覺得電腦的功能裡,
最厲害的是哪一個, 當時我毫不猶豫的回答說:
「Undo (復原功能)」, 因為那是現實生活中,
絕對不可能發生的神話.
時間, 錯過, 記憶, 傷痕, 如果這些都能夠重來一次...
Very nice and factual wordings... because of these wordings I bought the book... its from Taiwan Cheng Pin... its a really good book... although it is an illustration book with little writings but most of the things it says I have to agree or have personally felt it... felt the book was like writing some of the things i have face in live...
最厲害的是哪一個, 當時我毫不猶豫的回答說:
「Undo (復原功能)」, 因為那是現實生活中,
絕對不可能發生的神話.
時間, 錯過, 記憶, 傷痕, 如果這些都能夠重來一次...
Very nice and factual wordings... because of these wordings I bought the book... its from Taiwan Cheng Pin... its a really good book... although it is an illustration book with little writings but most of the things it says I have to agree or have personally felt it... felt the book was like writing some of the things i have face in live...
My personal fav is this
我,
討厭太親切的人...
在我孤單一個人的時候,
不停地找我說話,
偶爾還會熱情的傳封簡訊給我 ;
在我遇到困難, 不知所措時,
更會好不猶豫地伸出手拉我一把,
然後溫柔地問我為什麼連這個都不會呢?
也還是永遠那麼親切的,
守護著我的你...
我真的真的,
好討厭那麼親切的你....
你總是那麼親切...
不過, 只對朋友....
http://www.suncolor.com.tw/suncolor/dori/index.htm
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
Over dosage of Mayday and Beatels...
不知道是不是看太多"五月天"和"Beatels"我昨天居然夢到五月天打扮成beatles唱"Hey Jude".... 最好笑的是主唱不是阿信而是..... 瑪莎... 那阿信在哪? 他在後面和冠佑一起打鼓... 有兩套鼓... 很奇怪吧!!! 我想我有點瘋了....
Monday, November 29, 2004
12月6日的特徵
Just finish watching 康熙來了... and i find something which i share with Ashin... we are all so scared of pple touching us... when Xiao S try to touch his breast he will just try to hide or shrink.. he feel itchi even if Xiao S haven't touch him.. just the hand is near... i tot i'm the only one like tat... hahaha.. nice to know there is someone else like me.... maybe it is the 特徵 of those born on 6th Dec... wahaha.... okie i'm crazy.. cos it probably has no link... but i don't care... i want to believe it that way.... =P
Sunday, November 28, 2004
A Nice Gooooooooood Rest
I'm feeling very very satisfied today.... cos i had a real good rest.... been sleeping on and off.... its been a long time since i last had such a good rest... this whole month is very hectic and crazy... so finally at the last sunday i get to rest peacefully at home and think about (yet again) my hectic schedule in December...
i have a few systems going live next month.. super duper stress..... and wats more my most hated maintenance project is back... i have to risk getting calls as early as 7:00am... and even in the late nites.. TMD... why i have to get such shitty jobs... i think when i talk about job i have endless complains... and nothing else but complains.....
next thing i have to stress is my $$..... going very broke this month... cos of my taiwan trip... and also of the CDs i have bought.. next month i have to go overseas again for work... another money wasting event... hopefully i can get my engineers to go so i can stay back in sg.. else really tmd no money..... anyway my bday coming.. anybody want to donate some money to "Jac Pocket Fund"...
come to think of it.. i dunno why i'm writing so much in my blog.. i use to think blog is a silly idea... but now i'm writing it... sharing my views and all.. think its because i'm a shy person... i can express myself better if pple can't see me... i'm more courages if i don't do something in someone face.... so...... here i am writing my blog... but i really tmd find my blog damn U.G.L.Y... suppose to do it today.. but as i mention earlier... i have been sleeping the whole day so don't have time for this.. later on i still have to go down for dance class... long time ner dance liao.. hopefully i haven't forgot the steps.... and there is yoga tml... so hopefully i still have energy tml... and think i'm going stop yoga soon.. cos no money and no time... sighz.... conclusion money is very important... so its not "錢嘛" its "錢leh".....
Thursday, November 25, 2004
給一群又瘋狂又可愛的俗辣
俗辣是不是這樣寫的, 我不知道, 但是這裡是我的世界, 我想怎樣就怎樣... 我想叫花生做辣椒, 叫辣椒做花生... 啤酒叫漿青... 我喜歡..... 如過你看了以上的話不笑那你就不是我想給的俗辣.... 請你 get lost.... 很rude吧.... 我就喜歡.. 因為這裡是我的世界... 我要做回我自己.... 我現在心情不好....
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俗辣們我有些話想和你們講.....
謝謝
首先還是謝謝... 因為 '而我知道 我們曾天真的一起哭和笑...' 謝謝你們給我這個機會和你們一起做那些瘋狂, 可愛的事... 雖然我一直說你們害了我, 可是其實我心裡并不是那樣想的... 我很感謝神的孩子讓我遇到你們... 感謝你們讓我快樂... 因為太快樂而難過... 不過我喜歡....
心虛
當你們在討論她的時候... 我有些心虛... 因為我在想我有沒有犯過同樣的錯... 我覺得有些好像有... 不過我還是謝謝你們當初原諒了我.... (我怎麼又回到謝謝兩個字)....
快樂吧!
'而我知道放開手但不知道怎麼忘掉 而我知道你走了以後的每一分一秒 卻還是這麼難熬'
他們已經走了... 我們是時候放下... 是時候向前走.... '我們已見過最美的一幕 只是在此刻 都要結束...' 大家快樂起來吧! 我們還有下一次的機會... 我們會有一輩子的機會和他們見面... 享受他們的音樂... 我們還要一起白髮蒼蒼的坐在公園的長椅上聽他們的歌... 一起搖頭 (希望我們不會扭到)....
為了這個原因... 妳戒煙吧.... 如果妳能每天只抽4只煙 (飯和supper後)... 我就... 我就.... 去coslab剪頭髮.. 還會做rebonding... 讓妳有很多時間在那... 怎麼樣?
沒有knee的哭包No.2上
'看著我 的眼睛 為什麼 要哭泣 那幸福 太容易 讓我不敢相信....'
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俗辣們我有些話想和你們講.....
謝謝
首先還是謝謝... 因為 '而我知道 我們曾天真的一起哭和笑...' 謝謝你們給我這個機會和你們一起做那些瘋狂, 可愛的事... 雖然我一直說你們害了我, 可是其實我心裡并不是那樣想的... 我很感謝神的孩子讓我遇到你們... 感謝你們讓我快樂... 因為太快樂而難過... 不過我喜歡....
心虛
當你們在討論她的時候... 我有些心虛... 因為我在想我有沒有犯過同樣的錯... 我覺得有些好像有... 不過我還是謝謝你們當初原諒了我.... (我怎麼又回到謝謝兩個字)....
快樂吧!
'而我知道放開手但不知道怎麼忘掉 而我知道你走了以後的每一分一秒 卻還是這麼難熬'
他們已經走了... 我們是時候放下... 是時候向前走.... '我們已見過最美的一幕 只是在此刻 都要結束...' 大家快樂起來吧! 我們還有下一次的機會... 我們會有一輩子的機會和他們見面... 享受他們的音樂... 我們還要一起白髮蒼蒼的坐在公園的長椅上聽他們的歌... 一起搖頭 (希望我們不會扭到)....
為了這個原因... 妳戒煙吧.... 如果妳能每天只抽4只煙 (飯和supper後)... 我就... 我就.... 去coslab剪頭髮.. 還會做rebonding... 讓妳有很多時間在那... 怎麼樣?
沒有knee的哭包No.2上
'看著我 的眼睛 為什麼 要哭泣 那幸福 太容易 讓我不敢相信....'
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
感溫 (Aka Thanks in Hokkien)
Thanks my friends for this 4 days..... special thanks to
Linda maMASAn.... (請注意, 排名不分先後).... Chris.... Jean..... Nic.... Shir..... QH..... Florence and Shihao..... reallly thanks for the wonderful memory and madness......
thanks to all Shen De Hai Zi who make the live mini-concert so enjoyable......
謝謝大家... 謝謝......
Linda maMASAn.... (請注意, 排名不分先後).... Chris.... Jean..... Nic.... Shir..... QH..... Florence and Shihao..... reallly thanks for the wonderful memory and madness......
thanks to all Shen De Hai Zi who make the live mini-concert so enjoyable......
謝謝大家... 謝謝......
Monday, November 15, 2004
思念
Again was reading <<寶寶貝貝>>... it says '當我們思念某人, 也或許會有吃不下, 睡不著的那般傻勁'... the person i'm 思念ing is not 1 but 5... mayday! i still have to wait for another week for you to come... i'm going to 夢遊 another week again... arghhhh..... how to pass the week like tat... and my work is stacking up and stacking up... tmd... when am i going to be eng eng cheng cheng....
Saturday, November 13, 2004
不讓自己受傷害
I came across these writings while reading <<寶寶貝貝的回憶>>.
在社會上生活, 我們努力與每個喜歡或不喜歡的人維持良好的人際關係,
也因此我們學會了如何 「適可而止的愛」.
為了不讓自己受傷害,
即使內心在淌血, 仍可在人前笑容可掬,
即使心情盪到谷底, 仍可耐住性子, 只為與人維持良好的互動.
我後悔自己選擇了這樣的生活模式,
甚至對自己的人格產生懷疑.
我反反覆覆的思考我的後悔和懷疑, 直到有一天, 我發現,
心情不太好的時候, 我仍然可以和人談笑風生,
自尊心受傷的時候, 我仍然可以和周圍的人打成一片, 當作什麼事也沒發生過.
比起當場和人撕破臉, 我認為現在這種貼近現實的生活說不定更好呢!
For the benefit of my friends we have trouble reading Chinese, here is a simple translation.
Since working in the society, we have been trying to maintain good relationship with those we like and those we don't (like). From there we learn to love till a point so as not to hurt ourself (emotionally). Even if our heart is bleeding, we can still smile at the other person. Even if we are very very sad, we can still be very patient to maintain good rapport with others.
I regret choosing this kind of lifestyle. In fact, I did question my morals. Thinking thru and fro about my regrets and questions, until one day i realise, even if i'm not in good mood, i can still joke and talk with pple. Even if my pride is being hurt, I will still be able to social with others as if nothing has happen. As compared to arguing with the person out front, I think maybe this kind of live which is nearer to reality is better!
After reading this, I really relate to it... I find myself being a hipocrite after I start working. I can be cursing and swearing in my heart but my voice still sound sweet over the phone... or at least i try to be sweet... this is so sickening... i did question myself before, but the conclusion i arrive at is that i can't do anything about it... like the author, i think its better to just swallow the thing then to argue with the person... but.... i find that i still find other ways to vent my fustration.. whether is it cursing and swearing or worst taking it out on my family and friends... so friends forgive me if i ever did that to you...
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